a new life

just Y?

2008-12-01T05:59:00.003+08:00

i know this blog has been declared dead a few months or close to a yr back or more, can't really remember. but i just feel that ranting in my own blog without much notice is just wad i needed.

"the garbage woman" got back a dog from one of my detested relative, just wonder y this kind of ppl exist in this tiny planet in this gigantic universe, a dog is not a toy! a dog is not a gift and definately not a garbage to be passed around! PLEASE PLEASE, anyone who reads this, unless you really have no choice like going overseas to work for a long period of time, PLEASE do not or never give ur dog( or should i say another family member of urs) to another person or buy a dog for gift! when u invite a dog into ur hse, please please please give the dog his deserved family for life and not just a temporary family, thanks

really wished that i could just shift out without any worries, i hasn't been talking to "the garbage woman" for close to a month since she cleared out one of my bank acc, just wondered wad is her brain made out of, did she ever thought of others when she speaks or do things, she has been bad mouthing my "another close one", making my "yet another close" one leave this household and now i really wish that i could enlist as early as tml just not to face her for months, but too bad ns allow recuits to return home every weekend or so.

just wad did the family owe her? she developed my "yet another loved one" to who he is now and "another loved one" to a man who just slog for the family for nothing, sometimes i just wonder how he tolerate her for so long, closing to 30 yrs.

"another loved one" is just another man out there slogging for the family and wans his family to be close to him and understanding him but it's just "the garbage woman" who bad mouth him whenever she gets a chance to, just wonder wad she is thinking when she does all these stupid things.

can anyone just tell me y ppl who collects "things" that they do not use COLLECTS them and leave them pilling up in their own home and worse of all a home which in other's eyes is a cosy and nice hse. sometimes i wonder m i living in a junk yard or a proper home? can anyone tell me the ans? till today, i really dun wish to bring friends home for gathering or so but i always wished to, HAIZ

guess my ranting shall end here for now, abt 1% of my anger has gone....thanks for reading

2008-06-05T22:09:00.003+08:00

FRENZZZZZ

my room mate faizal(malaysian), very nice and approachable guy

my neighbour, deck cadet(singaporean), jonathon

me! fat right, haiz

2008-06-04T03:15:00.006+08:00

pics of mother nature

pictures of ship+ mother nature

looking out for the stupid transport back

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2007-04-22T13:59:00.000+08:00

Certs achieved:
Basic fire fighting
Class 3 Driving licence
PPCDL
NPCC ATF trainer cert
Abseiling level 1&2
RC's Basic first aid cert
Kayaking 1-3 star

2006-12-04T17:50:00.000+08:00

ok, long time no blog le.... haha.... wasn't thinking about blogging these days... cause everyday was fun....

finished my ATF trainer course.... gt my TP date, gt my ppcdl, waiting for my kayaking level 1 coaching assessment..... days pass as usual except that someone is beside me compaired to the past....

2006-10-27T21:57:00.000+08:00

2006-10-27T21:25:00.000+08:00

Ok time to blog again... haha... guess alot ppl waiting for me to blog ya... haa

Basically this week is quite fun la... haha... monday did our stupid workshop... miss lunch still end late lo... shit man..... it's so fustrating lo... after school went out for dinner with her... then walk walk n then go home le..

Tues WAS FUN!!!!! Went to Vivo city with mum, shop from 1130am till like 630pm.... haha.. so long... didn't even rest... haha... bought quite a few things... like a mini fan for my bro's stupid router without internal fan de... SMC de lo... followed by a mouse pad with the wrist rest de.. haha... then went to shop at some small shops... haha.. bought 2 addidas T-shirts... quite cheap for 1... the other one more ex.... haha... wanted to get gloves but can't seem to find it... then bought some food stuffs there too... ya, my mum bought a DVD player for herself... haha..

Wed was A COOL day, early in the morning went to lesson and aaron kanna strip in class due to his 18th BIRTHDAY, haha... it's video and post in a web, shan't disclose it, if not later he kill me... haha... in the afternoon i went to CDC for my FTT(Final Theory Test), i passed... haha.. just waiting for my module 2 to be completed so that i can book my test date.. haha...=D

Thursday morning i went for lesson at CDC, was 10 mins late, but heng he nv scold... haha.. cleared my module 1 le.....then after school went to shop with her around city hall, went to look at climbing gears... saw a single impact helmet at adventure 21, quite nice n CHEAP!!!! but doubt i getting one as CK said that HQ purchasing new helmets for ATF trainers n instructors... haha... quite a nice day out la...

ok today went for my prac lesson, once in the car, he said we going to tampinese, i was like =O... but ok la.... nothing actually went wrong.. haha.. when at those deserted roads with no cars, i wanted to try some stuns with the car but didn't dare... haha.. but after all, he stamped 2 chops for me... haha... if u all know how the system work then u should know wad i trying to say la... haha...

think all these updates are getting dry, below are some pics of the cars... haha

on the left is the car i used today and on the right is the rows of cars... like wholesale like that.. haha

2006-10-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

ok, time to blog again... haha....

OK, basically this week is filled with outing with her, my driving prac lesson and theory etrials.... and lastly ATF trainer's selection which is held this morning.

driving prac on tues, was doing quite well la, haha... cause nothing much to learn ma... i didn't know i was speeding in the circuit till the instructor tell me that the speed limit in the circuit is 40km per hour.... haha... the previous instructors onli mentioned that in circuit onli can use 2nd gear max... haha

yesterday went out with pl, yw, her after my etrial, dono wad happen to the friendship between yw, pl n me la.... i know nothing about them, their recent encounters or so lo... haiz... maybe it's reaching the end le ba.... i wan to know more but they refuses to say... wad can i do in that sense... haiz... give up ba...

Today went for the ATF trainer's selection due to the overwhelming response from the pool of CIs, there are onli 35 places for NPCC but 60+ ppl signed up for the course.... basically went through 3 stations, first was the pamper pole, some ppl call it challenge pole.... haha... went up n stood up smoothly but when jump can't get a good grip of the bar, due to my sweaty palms... haiz... then was the ACT, have to do some challenging things up there la... haiz... wasn't smooth for me for that, i gt a cramp on my right fore arm in mid way... then bo pian, have to support on the rescue ladder to go all the way back.... haiz...

hope tml would be a better day ba... haha... having my abseiling level 2 tml... wish me all the luck k...

2006-10-18T10:34:00.000+08:00

Ok, basically spent my sat n sun at KLSSC coaching nan hua gg n NPCC ppl in their 1 star course with aaron n stanley...

quite fun with them i can say.... haha.. some real cute ones la... n some funny ppl....

ok yesterday was a bit disappointed at my side... kanna "dua" by her, i went on bus heading to her direction le then she send a msg ask me go home, damn pissed and i called CDC after awhile when i saw a last minute slot online, booked the lesson from 425 to 605, quite fun la... haha finished my 8 circuit stamps... next lesson would be assessment before i head out of the circuit for lessons...

after lesson called aaron, n we met at AMK for dinner, had steamboat and drank abit la... haha... wa lau eh..... jon, aaron n clement all gt new hp.... so envy .... i wan my k800i soon.... haha..... some pics below....

2006-10-10T19:13:00.000+08:00

Ok the mood is here again, time to BLOG... haha

Sunday was filled by abseiling course... haha.. did quite alot of practical skills.... like locking and all.... even tried some level 2 things... haha... after that went for a heavy dinner with aaron, lian yu, dickson, raymond, jasper, chee kian and hui yu at bugis... cause raymond say wanna try out the other steamboat resturant...pics taken on that day...

Yesterday, School again, hate to come back to school when other polys are still having their holidays.... had to submit our pipe for pressure test in the afternooon, but i didn't do much on the piece cause i m not that confident to... haha... most are done by aaron and aaron.... haha... our pipe gt 3 leaks but we gt the least leaks compared to the other 3 groups.... the most was WWR's group... sad for his team members.... finished 80-90% of it himself.... nv let his team members contribute to the piece.... in the end for wad he had done, they gt 10 leaks on their pipe..... pics of my group members and our pipe below...haha

jason and his groups pipe in the pic below

part of my class in overall

2006-10-07T22:15:00.000+08:00

ok basically today went for abseiling L1 course at chong pang CC... met aaron, hui yu, jasper and dickson for the course this afternoon, and walk to the CC, the haze was very heavy lo, this afternoon when i went out at 11 and the psi was 130...

after the course went to walk around yishun and there's a mini event there lo... haiz... cannot play the games cause i dono where to buy the tickets to play... haha... then took train to toa payoh and on the way i read a book which i borrowed from SP library and i went to walk at toa payoh then happen to pass by the performance infront of the library and listen to bands playing... there's a band which play very well which their group's name is Another Sunday Afternoon... really nice... they gt a webby but under construction... it's www.anothersundayafternoon.com ..... and another group performed was "Hei Se Yue Tuan"... formed by BRODS... it's really nice listening to those songs and performance... returned home onli after the performance at 9 and then on the way went arcade n played a few games.. haha....

shall blog another time cause playing reversi on msn with aaron, talking on phone with HER and watching news on channel 8... haha.. multi-tasking..

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2006-10-03T17:21:00.000+08:00

It's time for me to blog after such a long time... haha...ok

i seriously dono wad to write leh... haha.. today went to school at 1 n i forgot that gt prac today and i wore my slippers but the lecturer managed n allowed my to sneak in... haha... now yr 3 lab is taken care by that indian idiot who have tons of bull strength... last yr he tightened the screws of my lathe machine until i can't open lo... even mr chua have to use great effort to loosen it lo... haiz...

everyday slacking at home le these days... cause fridays i can't make it to unit due to lessons in the afternoon...

one step closer to my class 3, ppcdl and kayaking L1C... wahahahhahaha

some pics below which i have taken recently... haha.. since school starts i mean... haha

2006-09-14T14:14:00.000+08:00

Ok basically this whole week spent almost every night out with her.... althought it's a long way back for me.. but the time was well spent ba i suppose... haha...:D...

yesterday went for my ppcdl theory test.... guess wad...... i thought 26 is fail wor... then i came out sad sad de... nv see the result slip... until the HO tell me that 26 is pass wad... haha... then did i realised that i passed.... wonder if i can get my ppcdl licence soon anot.... haha...

2006-09-10T21:28:00.000+08:00

HAHA..... TODAY i went shopping with my mum.... haha... after such a long time, finally i had breakfast n dinner with my parents....

guess how much is the watch which i bought.....

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2006-09-09T21:48:00.000+08:00

Ok last sat spent the night at KLSSC for the first time.... haha..... ate alot for supper with aaron n zi yang.... haha.... was the for the briefing for the subaru challange the following day.... slept quite late n woke up at 5 plus... haha... luckly i bought my sleeping bag along... if not won't be able to sleep so soundly that night... haha... Subaru challange was kinda fun leh.. wanted to play the abseiling, the flying fox n stuffs lo.... looooooks cool man.. haha... abseil at 5m height, 11m height and lastly 23m height..... and flying fox from 23m... haha........ wanted to play lo..... but cannot... sad... was there basically as safety personnel in water lo... everyone who help up in the sea was all kayaking coaches of PASSC lo.... haha....

Went for sana courses as sana instructor for like 4 days lo.... continuously.... quite fun there la.... suppose to go on friday but i lazy...... haha...... went to watch little man with raymond n all on wed and again with kathren on thursday... haha.....

just now went for KOP(kayaking Orientation Programme) as instructor.... my first attachment... ahha... it was girl guides of GMSS.... in certain way it's fun n like wise la..... some part real boring lo......

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2006-09-01T11:13:00.000+08:00

Hihi, wow yesterday night was fun, went MOS(Ministry Of Sound) with jasper, raymond and lian yu, it was my first visit there as well as jasper..... went to walk around the compound but was stop at certain room, cause it's onli for VIPs..... was basically fun there la.... danced to the beat at level 1 and love seeing those dancing in the cages.... it's like so cramp lo.... oya ... the club was filled with SMU's ppl due to their freshman bash thingy there la.... haha..... hope can go there soon again..... haha.... so nice to play there lo.... but the bad is that i dun like smoke from those smoking.... make me feel sick lo... but overall... NICE... haha...

The waitress there also quite friendly.... haha.... slowly explain the different types of drinks to us haha... cause dono wad to order ma... i drank house pour voka and voka orange.... quite nice.... left there at 1140 due to jasper's curfew... but nvm la... sure gt another time de... haha.. all of us enjoy there ba... haha... maybe bring HER there one fine day.... haha... went for satay at the stall near my hse... chat till about 12 plus then leave le cause lian yu parents called and she nv bring house key... they have to wait for her... haiz..... i dono leh.. but time spent with them i feel pleased and nice leh... maybe they suit me ba..... haah.....

watching movie tonight........ YEAH........ but not with them... haha

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2006-08-28T22:22:00.000+08:00

ok today damn sian k....... went for my mock test for my BTT.... booked for 2 slots meaning gt 2 hours to spend there....... failed 1 of the 6 papers for the mock test....... haiz sad.... but luckly not like fail very badly la.. like fail by 4% onli.....

then came home chat with jeannie... chat about lot of stuffs till she need to leave for her interview.... hope she get the job ba....... haha

was about to fall asleep..... and the phone rang... aaron was on the line..... "come out to toa payoh leh.... come accompany me"..... n without must thoughts..... i just tell him i'll be there ASAP... haiz... roamed around there for sun glasses.... saw one cheap n nice one at the price of S$90.... dono to buy that or buy the other one at concourse (or wad every it is spelt) priced at $95 but was half frame..... haha.......

CONSIDERING in progress... haha....

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2006-08-27T14:24:00.000+08:00

ya, straight after our engineering maths exam on 24th, jason, kok, aaron leu, jonathan, kok xiang, da lun, wai lun and me went to seoul garden for dinner...... haha... chat alot and played zong ji mi ma there.... haha... who ever lose will have to eat the thing cook by the person who set the no...... ahah....... really had a good time there

after eating we went seperate ways, i went to bugis to meet lian yu, raymond and jasper n watch them eat steamboat.... cause i seriously too full to eat le... haha.. chat alot with them lo...... really enjoy the time with them sia....

on friday night, went to watch snakes on a plane, damn nice lo....... the plot is nice, the effects are nice... everything is like worth watching lo.... but there's an idiot behind me who seriously sounds like a pig lo..... kept making those sound which pigs often make.... ruint my mood of watching the show lo.... really feel like throwing my peanuts at him lo.... but i REN!!!!

yesterday went kayaking with aaron, i didn't go attach to the 1 star course cause onli 3 ppl..... then abit weird lo... haha..... manage to do left eskimo roll....... haha.... meaning i can do both sides le.... haha:D so happy..... aaron mastered his hand roll.... so envy lo.... hope i can do it too soon....

haha

my schedule is like so packed for this holiday lo.... until i have to buy an organiser..... i found out that i have little time for everything....... 4 weeks have to cover so much..... PPCDL theory, BTT, prac car lessons, SANA instructor things, kayaking..... and so much more lo...... no time to go out...haiz...... hope end of the day i feel satisfied..... haha

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2006-08-06T20:50:00.000+08:00

hi guys, i know i shouldn't be blogging but just can't wait to share my joy with everyone and anyone i know.........

Ok, yesterday was SYF CI gathering, it suppose to have all CIs involved in SYF Opening Ceremony over at our NPCC ubin campsite, but there's onli like 13 of us there, i suppose that the rest have something on ba.........

Lian Yu, mdm syikin, SCI raymond, SCI chee kian, Jasper, Mastura, Sunny, FI shameer, Kat, riduan, kim, razak and me attended the bbq plus gathering section, it's like so happy with them all, appreciate the time with them.

ok, it goes like this, we(lian yu,mdm syikin, sir chee kian, FI shameer and Riduan) went straight to jetty after our duties at NDP, took a cab straight down from kallang, as i was sharing the cab with mdm syikin and lian yu, conversations are bound to last at least the whole journey, while reaching changi jetty, lian yu called jasper and all who are suppose to be at the campsite around 6 plus, but they were still at the jetty, i suppose they were getting too much stuffs and it delayed their journey there.

Went over to ubin with heavy rain, the bum boat is like a very rough ride lo, then have to run from ubin jetty to the main road near the shop houses there to board sir vincent's van, when we reach campsite it's like still raining, thus we could not have out bbq at our desired location in front of the bunks where there are bbq pits there. In the end we would have to use the portable bbq pits in the kitchen to bbq.

After which we went to the canteen to chat abit lo, until they surprise me when i was speaking to a few of them at one of the tables. I was seriously shocked when the happy birthday song started behind me.... raymond bought a chocolate cake n a small strawberry mousse for me.... was so touched lo, although can't be compaired to 2004 but it is really nice of them to help me celebrate in advance as we would be having national camp on my birthday and most of us would be like very busy there..... it's really nice of them la....... we were like together for 2 parades onli leh....

as my mind went blank when they actually brought in the cake and the song, I wan to say it here to them, "Thank you ppl, really appreciate the time with you all and the celebration for me.....thankz....I woúld nv like to forget the moment with u all..... "

really chat a lot during the one night stay there, now i missing the wild durians there, it's like so nice lo.... althought small but it's nice...... haha

after we left ubin in the morning, went to changi village for breakfast and after tt we head for home.......

ok, some pics below for ur laughters.

on the top right, it's my NP mummy(lian yu) feeding me my small little mousse.... thanz... n hanging on to my phone is my NP daddy(raymond)

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2006-08-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

I know it's tiring for u all to do all these....... must as well stop the flow.... u all go ur route i shall go my own path...... i hate it when ppl lie to me.............. (KEEP OFF U 2, get out of my life...i dun need such friends)

Both of you should know who you are and wad's my limit, i hate ppl who backstab........ you should know my temper, when i really bring out this word hate.... it's isn't a minor case already...

2006-08-01T19:31:00.000+08:00

EXAM MONTH

STAY CLEAR

ends on 25th aug

2006-07-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

Ok, today was actually a very sad day to end with for me, love the range duty done at the new range at HTA, it's kind of new experience for me there although dun get a chance to shoot... haha, love the chances to work with the Field Instructors of Tracom,WCI Lian yu,WCI Kim, Jasper and some other officers la.... haha.. fun duty at HTA la i shall say...... finally saw Dy.Warden of NPCC campsite in FULL U, first time sia...

After range duty, Lian yu, Kim, Jasper and me went to JP's Delifrance for a cup of drink, we actually trashed out lost of stuffs and all la....... jasper n i was like talking abt out unit's NDP parade at the starting part....... after that was the incoming National Camp 06 and some other issues...... really enjoyed the time there as well as the ride to kallang MRT station where jasper and I alighted...from kallang MRT, i walked all the way back from there to my place, blast my Nano to full volume, and think of ways to improve the problems i face in np, thought of all the problems i faced at home too but i can't find a solution to it cause family problem can't be solved by one member himself/herself, it's a whole family's effort..... but...... HAIZ.............

that's the boring say of mine...........
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2006-07-27T21:50:00.000+08:00

National Day coming le..........hint hint**

2006-07-27T17:23:00.000+08:00

i really can't figure out y did i actually went to visit my old blog today, i felt very lonely and left out after reading some of the post there.

Wad actually happened to me, although there's one position to be filled in my heart, i shouldn't be feeling tt lonely because of that right? Nevertheless i have my classmates there for me, my cadets and fellow CIs, HOs and SCIs there......

haiz....but i still feel somewad lonely and being left alone, in fact i still miss her, but wad can i do about that? i could say/do nothing now or in the future to get back wad i have lost, wad passed have passed, time can't be twisted back to the past.......

LONELY ME........

2006-07-25T18:21:00.000+08:00

Ok, have finished my Level 1 Coaching course for kayaking on sunday, wad's next....... it should be ppcdl ba..... have yet to study... the theory test is on 11th aug......... haiz...

Level 1 coaching course is quite fan i could say, learnt lotsa stuffs from richard lim, level 4 coach, it's nice having coached by him....... we were able to try out some kayaks that seldom ppl would have access to it, they are like dagger(a play boat), sea kayak, K1, T1,K2 and canadian canoe........... haha of all i still love dagger cause it's one of the few tt i enjoyed most...... K1 and K2 is my worst nightmare i could say la, K1 i can't even stay on it for 10secs without support from others.... k2 i didn't dare to try.... haha... dun wan trouble richard la... haha..... sea kayak, was fast but it's not much different from a dance, it has additional dry sealed place for goods and stuffs, and it has an additional rudder...... I m abit fearful of T1, when out sea, it felt so wobbly..... n it's like the CG is so easily changed due to movements....... nearly capsized.....

The best of all..... canadian canoe....... i tried it alone...... it's so difficult to change direction....... i was so scared tt the waves would crack the base of the canoe, it's so thin.... u can actually see the base ripple lightly when it crash waves............ it took those who went out alone about 10-15 mins just to change course on tt canoe......... it's so bloody hard la......... haha... but was glad i had a chance to try it out......

haha..... coaching trainee le..... wonder when will i actually start my attachment n get my coaching cert....... haha...... doubt it would be soon.........

2006-07-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

now then u ask, y bother to ask when the time to ask have already past........ it isn't the first time, nor second, i have been holding back this phrase deep in my heart....... it's not the fact that i dun bother about u, i still bother, but can u please show concern at the right time?I hate this stupid roof, i hate it..... should i turn nasty just to get ur attentions? i really dun wish to.......

cries deep in.....

2006-07-11T22:34:00.000+08:00

class....... class n class.......... i m sick of it liao la.....
BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! because of them... my life in school changed........

2006-07-05T01:47:00.000+08:00

thankz for those who r concerned......... my mum was discharged this afternoon but still..... the docs can't tell wad's the cause of fainting......

2006-07-03T21:34:00.000+08:00

it was long long time ago where i last posted a post..........

sorry ppl, this post may made u all feel happy n sad for me......

here it goes......

although SYFOC 06 was a fruitful one for me, learnt alot of hard n soft skills from there....... should i say like or love? Ok.... I love the whole group of ppl i hang out with ever since i gt close to them since NPCC Day Parade this year........ the last parade tt i m involved this year is national day parade, which i hope i still will remain contact with them.........hang out with them too.....

The next day......... the worst day i ever had......... i receive the news of my mum being sent to hospital.......... she fainted after a day spent at my grandma's place.......my brother rushed down from home just to send her to hospital........ n i was left alone at home..... miserably waiting for updates from him..... i cried............. alone in the dark dark hse....... after hours........ i finally received a call from my brother while having HER online consoling me........... My mum was admitted in SGH but the doctors can't determine wad was the cause of her fainting.........

I stayed awake all night just hoping to receive msg tt she is alright........................ didn't sleep for the whole night....... went to school next day....... which is today..... after school i went to her ward to pay her a visit....... all i saw was a weak lady lying flat on the bed..... doing nothing but sleep.....

eventhough she is tt weak.... she still showed concern to me n constantly chasing me off as i gt school the next day with her faint voice........when i sat beside her, stroking her hands and ask her to rest.... tears started to fill my eyes....... but i constantly reminded myself tt i should not show her the soft side of me.... wad she need is to see her sons being strong beside her......... (o god y m i crying while typing all this....)

She can't even sit up........ even when she needed toilet..... we have to help getting a nurse to attend to her......... wad happen to my cute mummy........... y all this must happen to such a nice person....... y....................

y it's not happening to me but my loved ones.....................Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-04-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

Thankz for everyone for a good parade for this year's NPDP '06.

I m in SP NPCC's Exco again.

Clique with aaron most of the time liao, due to kayaking, my usual kayaking mate, my golfing mate, my eating mate, study mate, spent lots of time with him la......BUT dun worry, i m still straight!!!! althought i tell my cadets i like to see gals in the morning n guys at night n vice versa.... it's all meant to be a joke.

2006-03-02T10:41:00.000+08:00

Great time at the golf range with aaron, talked lots of crap........ haha..... our usual chats....... guess my whole holiday is going to be spent on NP, tues n thurs is for unit, wed n fri is for HQ..... haiz....... where is my own time? Kayaking with aaron soon again to brush up my skills..... planning to go for PPCDL during my holidays in april as march one i can't make it as i gt annual camp........ haiz..............

enjoy the pics we took at the range:

2006-01-28T10:30:00.000+08:00

How free i m today finish all my packing n shopping by yesterday. i wonder wad others are doing now, just received a call from aaron that he haven't finish shopping and u know wad, shops at his place mostly closed haha..........

time seem to past as fast as a blink of an eye, it's like another chinese new year coming on its way, i remembered last year this time, i m still working at OG for some ppl who loves to do last minute shopping. This year spent lesser on clothes n all, haha. Haiz, how i wish i can turn back time, saw her blog yesterday n i drank, felt lonely as usual, felt unwanted. haiz....... that's my fate........

2006-01-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

well yesterday was a day well spent with yw, ok i know it's again him but who ask him to be my best friend, member of my clique, with him, there's so much things to talk, it seems it nv gonna end.... haha.....

Ok i went apple with him yesterday, it was open but my cousin wasn't there, i just handed my ipod mini to one of the staffs there upon receiving my collection recept, then went walking with yw to suntec, walk whole of it and bought nothing, it was like walking aimlessly. After suntec was shaw tower, then we went on to bugis street where i brought yw to the watch shop where i gt my watch to purchase a watch for "her", those who know him should know who is "she", wth lo, they gave him discount because they still recongnise me, n tt gal tt served me asked me if the gal who came with me the previous visit is my sister, we were like ???:O???, pl is suppose to look younger than i m but then.......... haiz...........

after the whole afternoon spent with him, he went on to meet "her" while i went to my granny's place to meet my mother accompany her home since i m near chinatown. my cousin gave us a lift home, the cousin who works in apple company, he confirmed with me that he is requesting a brand new ipod mini for me as mine was almost beyond repair as they nv meet such cases. Thinking of selling mine mini as i wanna get ipod nano 4gb, should i sell or should i keep?

2006-01-14T22:06:00.000+08:00

Ok, yesterday was somewhat a fucked up day la....... early in the morning kanna con by the taxi driver of SHB2444J, a yellow city cab, suppose to drive me from boon keng MRT taxi stand to Poly Marina next to Singapore Yatch Club, the ride tt i always had was 15-20 mins, but the trip yesterday was 35mins, instead of taking the route using CTE then AYE, he drove to beach road the take the ECP there, he didn't finish the whole expressway near the harbour front, he drove half of it then went down le, there's SO MANY TRAFFIC lights there, drive abit then stuck there for awhile liao, total ride cost is S$14.40, usual which is onli S$12 max... that time i took at peak hour with cab booking was onli like S$16.20 which S$5 for booking plus peak hour rate, and an addition of S$0.50 for ERP. ANYONE WHO TAKE SHB2444J, PLS HELP ME ASK THE TAXI DRIVER TO GO EAT SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!! I called city cab's customer service but they nv pick up at all, i called thrice...... it boiled my blood.

Second encounter of the day, went to 7-11 to help my friend buy condom as he wan to give it as a birthday present to his friend who is 18 this year, THAT STUPID INDIAN CASHIER, WITH A BLOODY FUCKING CUSTOMER WHO IS LIKE CHATTING ALONG WITH HER WHEN I WAS THERE, SHE ASKED ME FOR IC AND SAID BELOW 18 CANNOT BUY CONDOM, THEN THE BLOODY FUCKER ADDED SALT TO MY WOUND........... I M DAMN PISSED N JUST WALKED OUT................ I SEE HER AGAIN I WILL SURE GIVE HER FUCKING ATTITUDE. then my the other friend went in to buy, he also isn't 18 yet, but he managed to buy it......... WTF, ask tt cashier to Fuck off la........ DUN EVER JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then after RWP, i went back to MSS, onli me n jasper was there, dono where the others are...... haiz, Sir CK also came back to accompany us, haha....... we gave the NCOs all the chance to lead. advisors can just oversee... but not interfer, but rita (advisor) upon requestS still unwilling to back off n give the juniors a chance........ NCOs didn't have much chance, Y dun we give them some chances, we all went through it, y not let them try to... it's alright to make mistakes if there's not much risk........ everyone needs to learn........ i went to the parade square, observed the Girl Guides and NCC doing their drills, well, this time i see a great improvement in GG, but was disappointed with NCC, now i know y their cadets can't perform well, with such a CLT, would the cadets learn, can't even do it how can he a good one, dye hair also another problem, IS CLT ALLOWED TO DYE HAIR???? any CLT who sees this pls give me a reply..... as i wan to know the ans too as well as to notify the public about it....... thankz

went out with YW after returning home after NP, went to funnan but it was closed as i wan to repair my ipod mini at funnan...... but we did not waste the evening, we chat all the way, we even went to chinatown on foot to go there walk walk........... i reach the bus stop at my place at 1159pm......... haha........ wad a nice timing..... haha......

2006-01-11T00:11:00.000+08:00

ok, today suppose to go out with aaron but he can't make it, then i promised to go out with von, but due to her big group of friends joining, i didn't go, as all my clique know, i dun like going out in big group as i dun like the feeling when i m left out, sorry von.

in the end i slept till 2pm, then decided to meet pl at around 330pm at bugis, but gt there at around 445........ now i know tt it take me around 10 mins to reach bugis from boon keng. Went to exchange her clothe at PMK, then walked around bugis, n lastly we went to a watch shop where i gt myself a watch..... haha...... at first wanna buy mechanical watch but it doesn't suit me then chose this watch tt i bought.... pl say looks nice on me, then i buy it le...... haha.........
without glow
with glow
guess it's price.................. haha

a whole new year

2006-01-09T18:05:00.000+08:00

Ok, the starting of this year is much packed compaired to last year where i was working but now i m in poly. More over i m a CI now, packed with NP stuffs, school, and my hobby for the past few months or a year or so, kayaking. Sad that KLSSC is not our, me n aaron, preferred choice as the toilet is down for renovations, so we had to go all the way to CSSC, but i hated there as there's lots of ppl there n the currents too strong for normal practices, just like wad my 3 star instructor said, KLSSC is the best place for training, as there's lesser ppl around, calm waters, and the waves aren't tt big compaired to other places.

Me n aaron getting closer due to kayaking, same class, and one person...... haha........ can't disclose this....... haha........ tml going out with him to get hydro pack as mine spoil le..... haiz.......money flying away again.......

warm welcome for jasper back into MSS NPCC as a PCI, sooner or later CI.... haha....... taste for gals also quite good la, similar to my taste.... haha...... orientation was good with all CIs n HO present, ate dinner with ex-NCO, alfrad, HO Chee Keong, CI Faizal and CI Jaswant, talked over dinner n tt's fun...... knowing one another more ........lucky tt my sec 3s population still consider not bad as it's increasing slightly back nearing to the past population.

Got A for APM, SA&P, MEK1 and C for BST1, still gt electrics dono yet, haiz.... mr teo went for reservice......... back onli after this week..... so scared i fail..... haiz.........

celebrations before new year

2006-01-04T23:04:00.000+08:00

Ok, although i might be late to post this mail as it has already passed new year for a few days or so. I haven't been updating my blog due to some reasons like busy with games, NP, school and stuffs.

On 30th, part of 1A23 gathered at aaron leu's house at around evening to have our holiday gathering before holidays end, on that evening, we had so much fun, drank voka, be it pure voka or mix, it really have some kick. Not many of us drank but I and aaron was the one going around asking ppl to drink with me... haha....... all together i drank about 10++ pure shots...... really pushing me to the edge le....... whole night just enjoy myself as much as i could as i would be working the next day from 10am to 3 am leh........ haiyo... new year eve leh..... can't go count down with friends and stuffs. We(aaron, me, aaron's friend, kok and zi yang) went chiom chiom to get chendo..... really fun man, we joke, talk and see gals... haha... best of all..... most of us are near to knocking out....... haha..........

31st, haiz... woke up at about 8pm after the heavy night before, went to work at raffles hotel's raffles grill as awaiter, they pay me S$6.50 for normal week end rate and the from 6pm onwards is S$8 per hour respectively. Then we had a count down party with all our guests and live band n performers, after count down, we were given free flow of champians, i drank quite abit as winnie(my friend who intro me tt job) passed me her share as she can't finish, she even pass me her white wine when she couldn't finish it. I really wonder y i always turn scorching red when i drink, be it a cup, a mug or even a bottle or wadsoever. Can anyone tell me the ans???? took company's bus home at 330am back to my door step, freaking late lo......... once i reach home, immediately bathe n lie flat on bed......... planning to enjoy my day out with mum the next morning.

guess that's all i can add.. really gt no idea wad to type le.... will include pics at the end, so dun worry..... haha.........tata....

CLASS BBQ/GATHERING

Working on new year eve

MEL trip to thailand via star Virgo

2005-10-29T00:00:00.000+08:00

the four days trip from 23rd to 26th isn't short nor long, the time onboard was kinda well spent, talks, dinnings, games, mini projects, chats, nonetheless poker game..... haha......

it was my first trip onboard a real cruiser, star virgo, it was kinda fresh to me when i first board it, but soon i gt quite use to the environment n stuffs, it was kinda smooth sailing when we were still in singapore's water, but once we move into other waters, it was kinda rough n the cruise wobbling left n right due to the crashing waves, it was so uncomfortable tt i feel like puking, wanting to just lie on the bed n do nothing, but had no choice as we had to go for a talk, n guess who's our speaker, no other than our Singapore's climber, Mr Khoo Swee Chiow.... give us talks about how he made it to everest peak within a period of 9 years, since he stared picking up mountian climbing, n tell us how to achieve our goals step by step, haha.....

the day where everyone went off board to penang for shopping/entertainment, we students have to stay onboard for a engine room and kitchen trip, it was kinda good as we DMR students can see how our future work place is like if we choose the path of going to sea, how rubbish is disposed, how ur waste materials are processed n stuffs.. haha.......

the day where we had our shore leave at Phuket, everyone was excited, went shopping with jason, dalun, wei yan and aaron......... i spent a total of 2.7 baht there...... haiz.... shop so much..... onli bought one t-shirt for myself....... so sad right........ haiz........

haiz....... till now when i go out to shop or walk, i still feel as though the images my brain get is still shifting left to right n vice versa..... i think i better go back sea ba........ haha.. haiz.....

below is all the pics we took

IN BUNK
In PHUKET

GALA NIGHT

REACHING HOME missing Home?? haha!!!!

results

2005-10-19T09:03:00.000+08:00

CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT A
BASIC SAFETY TRAINING A
WORKSHOP PRACTICE B
INNOVATION, DESIGN & ENTERPRISE IN ACTION B
CRITICAL REASONING SKILLS B
ENGINEERING DRAWING C+
APPLIED HEAT D

GPA: 2.615

SAD!!!!!!!!!!!! SUCH BAD RESULTS!!!!!!! next sem have to buck up le....... no time to slack like last sem liao............haiz............. pls push me on buddies................i really wan to get GPA at least 3........... haiz...........

:'(

days of boredom

2005-10-13T04:20:00.001+08:00

it have been days since my laughters were heard, family prob which is the concluding factor to my mood... that idiot rebooted the com, all my files n stuffs all gone, just because i changed my password n not letting him enter to my user to use the com, he did that, doesn't he know one needs privicy... throughout the days, i haven't been talking to him or facing him, i have even shifted my sleeping place because of that, n forced myself to change my bio clock just to suit that... i know i m doing too much to avoid... since then it have been onli 1 way communication, n it's by msging... shan't talk much about that, it just make me more angry........it boils my blood.......

kayaking that i promise myself was not done, i dono y too........ think it's all because of my bio clock ba.... sleeping when the sun is coming up n waking at time where people having tea break or dinner....... tt's my life now........ i really hope school starts soon... miss the time in SP... so fun..... 1B23...... miss u guys.... one day dota or cs together k...... haha.... going for MEL(maritime experience learning) trip soon... batam, n it's onli 8 hours shore leave... dono wad to do there.. dad just ask me to try their food there cause it's tasty..... haha.... hope i really enjoy that trip... but before that, have to go through some workshops, like dinning n stuffs.. haiz...... tata... gonna stop here le..... if not i can't stop crapping le......... hope u guys won't complain....... haha......

ARGH!@!@!@!

2005-09-30T23:55:00.000+08:00

holidays started n this is when i feel the boredom and all..... lose friends, lose someone i love, lose everything, haiz.... everyday stay at home, nothing to do, having cold war with family member, can someone enlightened me?

!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-09-16T01:46:00.000+08:00

Kayaking 3 star course in progress, camps coming up, exams nearing, proposals reaching their deadlines, CI duties to be carried out.... argh!!y can't a day be 48 hrs instead of 24? i need more time......!!!!!!!! hopes are gone, i trusted wad u said n this is wad i get in return.... wad have i done to receive this kind of treatment from u....... tt's y i replied a "HOPEFULLY" to u.... nearing the edge, to jump or not, it depends if i can still take it......

the week with ups n DOWNs

2005-08-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

last sunday was MISHELLE'S BIRTHDAY, someone who dun look like 17 but who is just 17, haha..... to some of us, her age is beneath her looks....... haha..... aiya.... really spent that meaningful evening with u n friends to celebrate ur BD at marina south, eating steamboat, watch fireworks and drink.... haha... :D.... let u all see her pic... haha

DO SHE LOOK LIKE 17???? highlight for my thoughts..... i doubt ur ans would be yes.... haha

MONDAY I MISSED IDEA lesson because i drank too much during the steamboat section..... n i reached school at 10....... so late right... i even took a cab leh... haiz.... all my fault.... who ask me drink so much... haiz..... then PST i nearly drown to death as my leg caught by the rope ladder.... haiz..... so sway.... but luckly i calm myself down in time to untangle it.... haiz.....took 151 with Jason home.... haha....

TUESDAY
after school, stayed back after school to play badminton with arron, wei rong and desmond.... haha... so fun, then after tt went to clementi for squad gathering.. so fun...
MOST OF THE WARRIORS APPEARED FOR OUR GATHERING WITH IRFA MDM
after tt, we went to play pool, haha..... so fun... play pool while listening to stories...... haha... didn't know harry(jian boon) can play pool so well....... haha...

THURSDAY, before thermo practical, me, des n wei rong went down to JP to shop... haha...see clothes... haha.... then after prac.... i went down to HGM to meet KX n her friends as to celebrate her bd which lies on the next day... bought her a DIY clock...... haiz...... no fun de.. haiz.. then went home sleep liao...........

FRIDAY, CD's last lesson, tt means tt i gt no more lessons on FRIDAY!!!!!YEAH!!!!!!!! then after tt went to do my group's CRS project..... so freaking idotic lo.. haiz... i find tt lesson meanless.... n after tt was my routine work... returning back to unit.. haiz..... taught sec 3s slow march.... haiz... they learn so slow man........ haiz..... i teach my SI in 5 mins he know liao... haiz.... then after tt went home to sleep..... haha........

SATURDAY!!!! SO HAPPY, went kayaking with AARON at KLSSC...... haha...... so fun.... paddle here paddle there..... haha.... then see DB PPL from many schools.... NJC, CJC, NUS and SP... haha..... and then saw NP's canoeists.... hha.... n we did eskimo rolls near them..... haha.... aaron taught me tt de.... haha..... thankz bro..... hope we could kayak together soon.... haha... :D....... gt myself a nice tann... haha.... then after tt i went home.....n went for dinner with my family to celebrate my grandma's bd..... abit sad tt i missed the SP NPCC's BBQ at east coast..... haiz....

she nv reply to my sms and msg online......... wad have i done..... my heart is really with her.... i really really love HER.....
end.....

MAN DOWN!!!

2005-08-17T00:24:00.000+08:00

utterly disappointed in myself....... i m a total failure!!!

@@!!DELIGHTED!!@@

2005-08-14T16:17:00.000+08:00

OK, it has been a week since i posted.... hha.... it had been a wonderful week for me, as there's NDP, my BD, SP NPCC's AGM n mishelle's BD.... hha.... so fun..... quite slag for the week..... haha,.....

tuesday was National Day..... though i stay home the whole afternoon..... but due to my friends online, i feel quite accompanied... hha..... then had an early dinner celebration with my family..... haiz.... it's like so routine... haha...... every year same de..... it's the resturant we go tt is different...

wednesday..... although this yr my bd doesn't have much ppl accompanying me the whole day nor celebrate with me... but it doesn't matter to me la..... it was a msg from HER tt makes my day worth while.... haha....AGM was kinda boring as onli around 20 ppl appeared there... haha.. n the presentation was way too fast....... no one actually bother to prepare themselves for the presentation.. haiz..... met KX in the evening to get my present... haha...... my first present......

thursday..... went back to unit to meet sec 2s just to get their opinions for the past trainings..... n what they think can make their friends from NP to come back.....

friday.... went back to unit for the retest for those who didn't sit for it.....it was bad as onli sec 3s came back for the paper...... haiz..... instead of letting those sec 3s off.... i teach them on how they can teach hurrican n pressure lamps as they say they want to teach the cadets during their training on the following weeks....it was quite fun to be with them la..... haha
saturday!!!!!!!though in the morning n afternoon i stayed home..... i was sort of accompanied by friends online as well as SMS..... haha..... then in the evening went out with E4, went to seoul garden for dinner..... haha.... stayed there until 9, spent about 3 hours plus plus in there.... haha........ so fun lo.. talked alot...... crack some jokes... and hear one another's recent stories.... haha...... love the food there man.... so nice.. haha.....then went for pool.... haha.. nice man...... although onli stay there for an hour plus..... but we enjoyed ourselves.....haha..... n u know wad....... they bought me a wallet... haha..... nice nice nice.... haha.....=p.... hope we would have a routine gathering soon... haha... miss u guys LOTZZZZZZZZZZZ....... i hope i can meet HER soon...SHE is like so busy with HER work...... or SHE just can't be bothered with me.... haiz.....

Sianz......

2005-08-08T17:56:00.000+08:00

ok school was as usual..... haiz..... nothing seem interesting....... haiz........

went back to unit for a few days........ althought i planned the NDP(parade) for my unit, it was sort of screwed up by someone la..... haiz..... change parts of my idea..... haiz..... wonder when will he just let go n let this newbie try out??? haiz.....friday was really a fun day for me, went back to unit where onli me there.... haha.... i runed the unit my way for that day... haha... all cadets feel as if they were treated better le.... n conclude that it's more of learning rather than a scolding/punishment period..... haha..... i totally throw the tasks to the ncos, i were there just to recap with them n teach them ways to improve their MOI..... haha.... n i think if the NCOs were given the chance to teach, they won't be so unattentive n all... haiz..... hope i can do something for them ba...... did a debrief with them after training, but instead of me talking all the time, i let them do it..... i will just be a participant n guide them in doing a debrief..... haha... hope the cadets would more than willing to come for trainings next time.. hha..... but of coz...... they know i know.... with some around, they would reconsider..... haiz...... hope the population increase ba.......

NP..NP...ALL the way.......

2005-07-31T00:13:00.000+08:00

ok, tuesday n wednesday, SP NPCC duty for graduation ceremony... quite fun... haha..... SP gt 2 different colour ties, the design quite ugly..... haha...... quite tiring la.....

wed afternoon, i went back unit, to meet myNCOs who are involved in their school NDP .... their drills n all till can make it la.... haha.... just wonder the actual day they can maintain or improve their standards anot.....there are more trainings going on la..... haiz.....

thursday afternoon, i went back to unit for NDP rehersal, expected all the UGs to send their flag bearers and state flag holders down on that day, but too bad, onli NP n NC ppl came down, GG came down upon request by my OC..... quite shitty as i could say la..... haiz....... the NCOs who were not involved in NDP, were taking thier theory paper for their sgt test..... that night, i marked their papers, onli about 30% passed.....haiz

friday morning, i went to do CIP at Geylang East Home For The Aged again.... haha.... so fun, painted the fans in there.... haha.... chat alot, and all... haha..... good job guys, haha....... then after that, i rushed down to unit.. for NDP rehersal and promotion test for the rest,...... the rehersal was quite well done.... haha.....but some thing cock up later in the day la..... haiz........ after that i went for my class BBQ...... drank quite abit there.....haha...... really had fun with u guys there..... hahaa.......

yesterday morning i was late.... haha..... but nvm la.... hha.... the SPF-NPCC ceremony is really a memorable one.... haha.... hope one day i can see my own cadets up there receiving the award.............then after the ceremony, i went to meet Sir CK to mark the promotion test papers... haha.....he siad i marked the papers too strictly le... haha.... n i found LOTSA funny answers.... hha... but overall, quite ok la... haha.... the cadets should be glad tt the papers aren't onli marked by me.... haha...

WAY TO GO

SO HAPPY.. I HELPED PPL

2005-07-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

Today my Character Development Group went to Geylang East Home For The Aged to do CIP.... haha...... so fun, da lun n kok siang was LATE......... we went to the office area at first, cleaned all the shutter doors and windows.. even the glass pannel of the notice board there..... haha...... so fun lo..... after that we went to the residental area of the home to do some cleaning, we cleaned the window and clean the dusty fans there...... imagine when u sweep a cloth across the blade of a fan then u dump the piece of cloth into a clear bucket of water..... n the water turn BLACK immediately...... see..... how dirty it was......chat with some of the elderly there too.... haha..... they ask if we do house work at home.... haha... i dare not reply.... as i do not actually do house work de..... haha......

after tt, i went back to unit hoping to find my OC there, but he wasn't.....haiz..... then i nothing to do le..... therefore i went down to meet KX, SY and MW...... haha..... they study while i do the promotion test papers..... hah.... for SGT paper, i did it in onli 30 mins... while i give my cadets 1.5 hr.......haha...... hope they do well ba...... haha......

fun.... maybe true

2005-07-25T20:08:00.000+08:00

Your #1 Match: ENFP

The Inspirer
You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!
You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.

Your #2 Match: ENTP

The Visionary
You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression.You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything.Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off.You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments.
You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.

Your #3 Match: INFP

The Idealist
You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.
You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

Your #4 Match: INTP

The Thinker
You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can.Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge.Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat.A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it.
You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor.

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The Giver
You strive to maintain harmony in relationships, and usually succeed.Articulate and enthusiastic, you are good at making personal connections.Sometimes you idealize relationships too much - and end up being let down.You find the most energy and comfort in social situations ... where you shine.
You would make a good writer, human resources director, or psychologist.

What's" Your Personality Type?

{{{{SA}}}}

2005-07-24T22:41:00.000+08:00

HAHA, the promotion test papers were accepted by th rest of the CIs, n NDP thingy settled, everything is amost done... haha.... chat alot, they told me the area's situation now n past... grandmother stories la... haha... had dinner together at PP..... haha.... great time with them.... haha......

Today went bugis with mum, gt my new wallet..... PLS NOTE!!!... BILLABONG WALLETS DO NOT LAST!!!!!..... i used it for onli about 4 months, spoil liao.... haiz...... CIP tml.... maybe i will go down unit if my CIP ends early.... haha.....:P.... my heart is with my unit le.... a very very very very strong bond le..... pls dun separate me from my unit.... pls HQ..... Pls dun separate me from my unit... posting out soon..........

TERM BREAK...... YEAH!!!!!!!!.... but have to go back school for SP NPCC duty.....

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CI DUTIES

2005-07-23T13:26:00.000+08:00

Haha i m here again.... haha.... yesterday afternoon, i have finished all the promotion test papers le with the help of HO n manuals.... haha..... Ok, this entry would be all about CI duties as wad the title states... haha

yesterday i went back to unit for Range duty for sec 2 try out shoot, it was still toa payoh range, i was the onli CI there, lol...then i was asked by the FIs to go to the air-con room there to put the correct no. of bullets into each tray for the whole day there... haha....at the end of the day, my fingers turn yellowish, i think is due to the effect of the combination of my pespiration with lead, which was the material of the bullet head, 130++ cadets shooting, meaning about 1600 bullets went through my hands.. haha... at the end of the day, OC, HO, TO, AC and CI were given a chance to shoot..... haha.... all TO, HO, OC and AC were given 18 rounds, but i myself took 48 rounds..... haha.... :P, i shoot until the paper gt 1 hole there... haha...... :P..... so happy.... then after range duty, went to have dinner at TPY interchange, YW, YD and joey watch me eat..... haiz..... say wanna pei me eat de..... in the end onli watch me eat..... haiz.....

OK, just now i went for National Heritage Tour duty at suntec, it was fun.... haha..... see cadets from all 8 UGs in singapore and Singapore Youth Flying Club (SYFC), all gathering together for the event.. haha... there was a performance given at the end of the event by NPCC and Red Cross Youth (Singapore)....... NPCC cadets from dunman secondary performed fancy drill(rifle), it's really nice... good coordination and all... well done cadets.... haha... Red Cross Youth (Singapore) gals, they performed a dance...... haha.... quite nice la.... but just tt i dun get wad they trying to convey in their dance..... haha....

from 25th of june till now, i have clocked 18 HQ hours for my probational period.... haha.... i wan to clear my probation period ASAP..... muuhhaahahahahahaha.... have yet to receive my unit posting and therefore i can't clock my 42 unit hours.... haha.....

CADETS OF MSS NPCC..... BE READY FOR THE PROMOTION TEST!!!!!! Yours Truefully set de..... haha...... :P... later i meeting MSS CIs for the promotion test.... haha....

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!@YEAH@!

2005-07-20T20:18:00.000+08:00

ok, TESTS ARE OVER!!!!!! TESTS ARE OVER!!!!!!! one WEEK term BREAK!!!!!!!

HAHA, paper was quite different from the past paper today, APPLIED HEAT PAPER, but ENGINEERING DRAWING PAPER on monday was ok as both the drawings we did b4 de..... haha...

Today i went back to unit, as sayedah said tt she couldn't make it down for the dry shoot for sec 2s, haha... then i pia cab down from school straight after my paper, the time isn't up for me to hand in, but i made a choice to hand in straight after i finish checking... n it was already 2... i suppose to be in unit by 230....... spent S$10 on cab... rushed to GNPC(geylang Neighbourhood Police Centre)...... i manage to teach joey until she can really shoot well, not shivering much, and her stance was good... she gt the 2 pressures too... tt was real good as most of them can't get the 2 pressures right.... haha.... but in all... i think everyone did fairly well... but there are some exceptions... they did better, as i spent more time on them....haha... the y were split into 3 groups.... i rotate myself around the 3 groups, Sir Akram did tt too...but i stay with one particular group for a longer period of time as there were 2 left handers there, one of them is joey... really proud of her... haha......the procedures have changed.... haiz.... not like wad i went through as a cadet last time.... haha.....see, how old i m now... haha... ***hint hint hint***

then went back to NP room, tested those who were in the NP room, the NCOs, asked them to shout commands and do some drills, haha....as i wanted to see who is suitable to become PC, CC and P2IC for my school's National Day parade, although a SSGT already choose without us(CIs) knowing it, but they wanted me to give them a chance..... i really think for their re-promotion test, theory should stand a higher percentage than practical, cause i think their DM(drill movement), MOI(method of instructions) and CC(clarity of command), really can't make it la.... haha.... but they still insist tt practical should stand a higher percentage when i did a AAR with them.... haha..... after all that, i had a TCS with them all they way till like 6, i really tired le.... then depart them le.... haha........

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!!!!SLACKER!!!!

2005-07-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

Ok, this week really slack..... haha....skip lessons, nono, should rephrase, choose not to attend some lessons, haha..... like applied heat lesson..... haha..... this week is actually a revision week... haha.... tt's y so slack... haha

ok, i'll just blog those not so frequent things la.... haha.... i'll start with tanning yesterday...... IT WAS BAD!!!! when i leave my house, it's like still sunny and the sun is relative scorching, but when i reach the pool at TPY, dark clouds came by, inertially block off some sun light for short period of time, then i didn't put on sun tanning lotion lo, went to swim at the adult pool instead... ok i know i can't swim well but at least i finish a few laps at once with free style.... haha......then went up to tann for awhile when the stupid dark clouds aren't blocking off the nice hot sun... haha.... after tt it begun to rain..... then i just go off lo, went to simlim to get CDR and my MMC mobile, spent about $100 there lo... haiz..... sad.....spent so much... haiz.... then immediately when i reach home, i change n update my new mmc card, then went to bed le... slept from 3 till about 9pm.... haha

ok, when i wake up, ate dinner and then i stayed up all night, as i was afraid that i will oversleep the next morning as i have to reach CCK by 6am as soon keng is picking me up n lead me to PJC.... haha.......in the end i reach CCK at 545am, n he's like taking his own sweet time... haha....but i reached PJC before 630.... haha.... then do duty lo.... haiz..... the officials treat us like pig sia.... so many breaks and meals or tea breaks..... haha... then my duty very easy la.... haha.... road marshell... haha...... lotsa fun there.. haha... clocked 8hrs hq duty today.... haha.... so happy... ahha... the P infornt of CI is going to be off soon...... haha........ didn't do much today..... haha....... came home straight n i went straight to bed le.... haha...........

busy week

2005-07-09T17:52:00.000+08:00

ok, this week is kinda packed compaired to the previous few weeks.

Still pondering if i should leave SPCC, Singapore Polythenic Canoeing Club, the training days are tues, thurs, sat and sunday when there's no competitions, if there is, it will be like almost everyday......... can someone pls give me guidance... thankz.... paid S$5 for the club fund le, went for couple of trainings le.... not tt attached to those ppl there yet.....

ok, went for an interview on wed for a position in SP NPCC's exco... i dono y mine interview seem much longer than jian boon's and jason's... haha.... maybe i talk alot of crap ba.... haha... but the interviewers are laughing most of the time.. haha.. and i found out tt my mdm, she is the adviser of the club... haha... she is now working as a prison officer... as wad jaswant told me yesterday... haha.... n u know wad, i was appointed as the project coordinator in the exco....haha....:P

had our class's first outing on thursday, it was actually planned to be at PS watching the movie fantastic 4, but in the end, some refuses to go to there n kept pursuing ppl to agree with them to change a location for our outing, i was kinda pissed off at the moment... but nvm la... sure have other outing de ba.. i HOPE.... hope won't be like this one le ba... we went to SPGG in the end, some went to play pool, some at the bowling alley..... it's not like a class outing to me la... so i kinda pissed.... haiz... dun tok about it le la.... have to be with them for the next 3 or so years de leh..... haiz......

ok, yesterday i went down to HQ just to buy one drill cane.... haha... it cost 30 actually, but as i m in NPCC CI t-shirt, he charged me 28.. haha....so happy:P, then i went roaming around the store, haha.... kinda like the wind breaker there.... but the colour... haiz... haha..... the newbalance sport shoes also quite nice but i dun like the colours..... hha... i very ma fan right.... haha...then waited at the bus stop next to the express way for Si Ming, Cat high's HO, we then went to TPY to have lunch together...... haha..... talked alot... mostly about NPCC and our primary school, Ai Tong School, haha.....

then after lunch i went down to school, sat in the NP room till the cadets came by... haha... kinda moody yesterday, as my SIs are going off le..... i have to train the new batch of NCOs up le.... haiz.... yesterday, there were 5 CIs present including me...... I found myself dangling there, sort of no job for me to do..... therefore i snatch the sec 1 over to one side to RE-TEACH them the basic drills again, their drills i really no eyes to see..... even my sec 2 n 3s, but i dun have a chance to take them..... haiz.... next week training change to sat, the re-promotion test postpone to 29, haiz.. then today's CI meeting also postpone.... haiz.... i want to set the drill test papers ASAP leh, when i mention to one WCI, the onli WCI in my unit la, she say i m not the onli CI there, then i aga ga can know her meaning le loh, haiz... then she say meeting then discuss on it... haiz.... i think i just have to start myself, then during the meet(if there's one) i show/propose to them ba.... haiz.....ít's really saddening for me k..... haiz... r they for the growth of the unit or just come for fun???? haiz....

i can say tt he POP is totally WRONGLY PLANNED or MESSED UP BY THEM..... i have to ask 7 or 8 times before i can know wad's planning like for tt day..... they still dare ask me if they can have rehersal yesterday as they DON'T HAVE RESERSAL for TT..... tt really pissed me off..... i didn't lose my temper.... i just ask tt person to think about it n give me an ans..... but till the end of the day, i receive no ans... i really utterly disappointed by all NCOs, be it Ex NCOs or present NCOs... really nothing to say about them la.. it's a total disgust to me la..... hope i see a change in them........ seriously, went OC mentioned about opening the application of CIBTC to ALL of them, my heart shattered.... they do not even have the basic discipline in the unit... how can they be sent to HQ to represent MSS NPCC for the CIBTC...... i dun wan them to be like me, i know i m a total freak of NPCC, i just wan them to have at least the basic..... if i were to put PICARD on them, they have NOTHING there..... absolutely NOTHING, maybe the SIs have some,..... but haiz..... shalln't talk about it le ba........hope they could reflect

Ok, MSS NPCC gt 5 CIs including me, 1 CI to 1 level, there will be 2 CIs left aside..... 1 CI loves to walk around to observe, but not me k...... i was totally left aside....... but luckly i manage to snatch sec 1s over.... Sir Chee Keong came down for POP, quite happy to have him there i can say..........

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a new kind of feeling totally

2005-07-02T23:02:00.001+08:00

ok, it has been a week since i updated... i think i would update at least weekly ba... i hope.. haha... if u realise, last time my entries are colourful but recently i m so lazy that i dun change the colours anymore...

ok this whole week quite pack la..... haha... lessons end quite late for this week... CI hood begin last week, this week i started to go for duty and stuffs lo.... haha,..... to clock hours to clear my probation period, i signed up for some HQ level duties... eg. .22 revolver competition and national heritage tour duty..... haha... will cover about those 2 in the later part of my entry...

ok, this week i spend most of my break time in the library, doing project, replying to mails Hq sent out, applying for duty and most importantly, play games..... haha... life in poly is so slack lo.... haiz...... so bored.... haha..

this week gt a shipyard visit.... haha.. it was really a great time for us.... haha..... now i know, ship's hull isn't sharp.... it's flat.... then the bow of the ship also isn't sharp, the top part is sharp but the bottom gt a large ball shaped thingy there....haha.. forget wad is it call... haha.. then know alot about the future job we will most probably get... haha

i went back to unit on friday which was yesterday, although i didn't stay long in the unit due to my range duty, the unit has slag alot compaired to the time before i left np... feel sad.... but i can say i would try my best to bring it up la.... i onli saw the standard of sec 1s la.... not yet touch sec 2 n 3..... haha.....Oc gave me a task le.. haha..... prepare promotion test for all level..... haha.....went for .22 revolver competition range duty.... haha.. all the cadets from area 12 dono how to shoot de.... haiz...... hope they get into finals la... haha. i HOPE.....haha.. at the end of the duty.... we, CIs were given a chance to shoot... i shot 24 rounds and scored onli 146.... haiz... hope i can go for .38 revolver competition..... haha... then have to return to HQ to be dismissed.... haha.....

today morning went for National Heritage Tour briefing.... so many CIs who signed up didn't turn up ... haiz... wad r they thinking..... irritating ppl.... haiz......i m a station master.... haiz.... my group all NPCC de..... y not a mixture...... haiz..... then after the briefing, went t orchard with jared, yi xian, syaiful and wei chang...... we went far east eat then went to cine to play pool, then went seperate ways le.... haiz.....

then i went out with my mum n bro, collect my phone at wisma..... then went to suntec to get his new phone, 6680.... same phone with my mum..... crap right...... haha........

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68th batch CIBTC Passing Out Parade

2005-06-26T18:44:00.000+08:00

haha.. long time no blog le..haha.. it has been a week or so le... haha......this week is kinda between busy n slag... haha.... certain days i m really packed with all my stuffs( NPCC n Studies), someday are like after lessons nothing to do le...... haha.... met yw for a few times in this period... pass him the ticket for entry for my POP and another time was swimming at TPY.. haha... act friday was suppose to go gyming with him but i decided tt sleeping was more important.. haha. then i met von n pl for shopping n survey for pl's project....

SATURADY was the most memorable one for me n i suppose the whole J05 will agree to this.... haha..... the FIRST Passing Out Parade (POP) for Cadet Inspectors was done by us.... J05 u did well despite of the short period of training and the many changes made just before the parade... Mr Charles Chong was our GOH, it's such a wonderful things for us... not onli the distingushed guest grace the event.. further more out parents/loved ones were there to don on our rank... wad more can we ask for right? haha..... It was my honour to have Sir Chee Keong along side with my mum there to don on my rank for me....

after the parade... we were given a chance to meet up with our CIIs and really talk to them... haha.... my squad CIIs gave each of us a gift....LOL.. although it isn't expensive, but it's really nice ..... it's actually the thoughts that count la..... haha.... we finally get our CI polo T and T shirts le..... haha..... it's a new design le.... haha... the polo t is with a enbroyed crest instead of a printed one and then the back design is much bigger than the present one... haha..... further more....we finally get rid off our drill cloth, we are so much different from the D04 batch.... haha..... we were given our rank immediately after we are declared PCIs..... haha.... we need not wait for our probation period to finish to get our rank...... haha.....

haha..... after all the last meet up with our CIIs in HQ, we went back to the swimming pool n found out tt we do not have any food or drinks left for us..... sad..... then we return back to our bunk to get our belongings and change... haha... but when leaving.. we found one major problem... we haven't get back our ICs.... haha. then went all the way from swimming pool to HQ with mdm erfa to get our ICs..... haha.....

After everything.... went to PS to meet sir chee keong n yw for dinner..... haha... it was a treat from sir for my passing out and a new phase of life that awaits me.... haha.... we talked alot during dinner..mostly about MSS unit.. wad a petty that sir is not posted to MSS... haiz...... until we realise tt it was 1030 then we departed ..... haiz.... hope we will have a meet up every month or so at least.... haha... i doubt i will feel comfortable in the unit without our units' aunite there... haha.... dun be offended hoh, sir... haha.... after all the talking, i realise tt mss unit have alot to buck up... and alot have to be done le...... hope i can help ba..... MSS NPCC... i will be there for u......

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wad a wonderful moment to remember............

2005-06-17T22:39:00.000+08:00

yesterdy wasn't online, went for pop BBQ for macpherson unit....really enjoy the moment..... great chat with sir CK, jasper, ying wei and david.... enjoy the food prepared.... haha... it was really a good gathering tt i will always remember..... through the bbq, i can see that we four ex ncos of the unit really bond very well... and we really give a thought for our unit, and hope it strieve for the better..... althought we can't do much for the unit, but we will give as must we could for the unit....reflecting back, the fours years of NP, the memories it have left me with was a very fulfilling one, it gave me friends, it gave me knowledge and last, it gave me chances to lead and participate in major events, really love the time passed in NP, really hope i get posted back to MSS NPCC... though sir CK tell me most prob i will go GM NPCC... really had fun with them yesterday... stayed there till 1130, shhhhhh......i skipped my canoeing training just for the bbq.... haha.... dun tell my captain hoh... haha....

today was 10 mins late for class... but luckly not maked late... haha..then went out with kx n her friends for bowling and shopping..... then i meet von for pool at cineleisure.she n her friend.... i sux at pool man.... haiz... then saw some cute gals there too.... haha.... haiz.... really miss those time i had in sec school......poly, so many breaks... and long too.... haiz.... everyday have to think wad to do de..... haiz.... sianz......... i miss sec school life....!!!!!!!

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JOY

2005-06-15T23:37:00.000+08:00

haha....today school was fun.... esp practical.... haha.... although my gas welding not tt good but i enjoy tt.... it's like a small fireworks display in our workshop.... sparks flying all about... some ppl gt shot, even with their overall on, they still gt burnt.... haha....... luckly i didn't get myself burnt....

applied heat was terrible.... Dr Ivan's voice really makes one go deep into sleep, wanting to sleep... haha..... but can say he know his contents well la.... though he make simple things seem difficult lo.....lol.....haha....can say almost 3/4 of the class fell asleep.... of coz i didn't haha.... i was busy pointing out his poor eng to desmond.. and making fun f it .... haha....:D..... how bad of me... haha

after school have SMAC's AGM, i was appointed a sub-commity member of treasurer which i told the advicer tt i wan to give it a try out as i didn't hold tt post before.... haha..... will be handling $$..... haha...... so happy, working with lingash, my head, and hui qi... haha....... onli we 3.... haha...... and our president remains.... haha........

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tough day.......

2005-06-14T22:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday night went to see a doc, gt my medicine but till now still coughing like hell..... haiz... wonder when can i recover fully......

classes were so slack today la..... nothing much de.... engineering drawing really test my eyes out.... haiz.... i doubt i can get a 7 for this assignment........went bowling with desmond n da lun during our 3 hr break.... haha.... my highest score for the day onli 166... so bad right.... haiz......

after all our lessons end, me n desmond went to play risk in SMAC, so fun..... spent about an hour or two there... haha... then went for SPCC's training..... wa lau..... really tiring lo..... so tough.... my wrist nearly break.... ran round the track for 6 times, did about 20 or more pull ups, did 2 sets of PT, did 3 sets of gyming........ haiz...... really worn out man........ for closing the training for the day, we all did 80 push ups....... u didn't see wrongly... it's really 80!!!!

my burnt skin peeling at a fast rate man..... hope by tml it finish peeling.....

on thursday still gt training..... dono if i should go..... haha.......:D slacker.....tt's ME......

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so different from the past

2005-06-13T21:23:00.000+08:00

ok didn't blog for days le.....

last friday i pon school just to attend my CI ATC... the ATC was kinda fun n lots to be learnt n experienced... my group consist of lotsa nice n caring ppl la.. haha.. gt really close with them.. although it was onli 3 days.. we bonded alot.. haha... the moment tt i will always remember is the sea xp..... although onli kayak 1/5 of ubin in 2 hours... i was partner with a gal who know nuts of kayak... i was sort of the engine of our kayak.. we are like the fastest among all.. haha.. love kayaking.. i hope i gt the time to go for level 1 instructor or 3 star course.. haha....

these days in school like not having school like tt.... no homework at all de... always hear my friends rushing their projects n all... haiz..... y i not like them... haiz.....everyday during break time or after all the lessons...it's always pool, bowling or movie.. so sian le lo... haiz... hope gt other things better for my classmates n i to go n have fun... haha..

another 2 weeks to go n i will become a PCI le.... haha... :D... hope tt time flies faster...... haha......

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new kind of life style

2005-06-02T21:26:00.000+08:00

haiz.. poly life so different now........ poly life n sec school life it's a drastic change lo.... haiz... everyday de break so long.. sometimes dun even know wad to do in tt period of time.... freak la.. things not going tt well for me lo... haiz.. but nvm la.. will try to overcome all barriers myself....

SMA ppl are really great man.. they r a friendly batch of ppl.... haha..... ppl like mc, vic, naz, kr(super shy guy), jas(kr's new stead), sam, juilet, kah woon, samantha( SY ), and lot more.... their are always there if u face any problem.. they will help u for sure.. haha..

spent lots in this week itself..... sad..... TB, ENG DRAWING instruments, workshop uniform, boots and definately on outings....... haiz..... can anyone teach me money management????? pls.... anyone out there gt job to intro to me is most welcome de... haha......:D thanksssss

ok cca..... visit all the booths in SP, left my name in 3 main cca, they are mainly dragon boat, zhiyang, my classmate, ask me to pei him, then next is canoe polo... him again.. he say racing canoe also can.. then the last one is SPNPCC.. dono y arh, NPCC still is my top piority.. although SPNPCC is not directly related to NPCC HQ, but they gt lots of course which i would like to go for.... eg. SANA instructor course, First Aid course(it will be covered in my CIBTC i think), and lot more.... haha..... can anyone give me some word of advice..... hehe..... thanks.....

haiz..... in less than a month, daddy bought another phone for mummy again.... dono wad he thinking la.... haiz.... it was V3 first then now N6680..... haiz..... where is MINE????? daddy!!!! haha..... dying for a new phone.... haha.....:D

ok lastly was about CIBTC..... freak la.... i was asked to collate all the poly CITs informations so tt HQ can send the documents to our school and then our AOL will be approved...if not, we will be marked absence....i dono wad happened la... out of the 100 odd tt are in poly, onli about 40 gave me their informations..... haiz..... i dono wad to say about them la..... gt yahoo group also no use de..... haiz....... hope they will change their mindsets la..... HOPE, tt's it...... haiz.

will update another day.... when i have the time
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crappy day....

2005-05-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

went for bowling, pool and dinner with SMA ppl.... really had a great time with them......thanks guys....

went to help jasmin la.... settle her prob.... not really help la... just be there for her onli....

when her thing settled.... my prob came...... FUCK la.. really FUCK.... y must friends leave one by one.... freak la...... KX msg me.... asking me to leave her.... she dun wanna lose friends because of me....... i really don understand lo..... can't we just be friends..... just simple friends..... i dun wanna lose any friends lo.... wad r in gal's minds huh... i really wish to know......PISSED

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a day of being screamed at

2005-05-28T21:03:00.000+08:00

Ok, today was filled with screamings from CIIs la.. i think it's partially J05 CITs fault la.. we aren't tt responsive and all la.. i really think we guys should buck up la.. seriously i m really bad at remembering names la.. so it's kinda impossible for me to remember all the CIIs names la.. but i will try..

ok la.. we r the first batch to undergo CSSP( community safety & security programme).. it was not launched for cadets yet.. most prob next yr or later... it was really a recap lesson for me la.. haha.. those things i have undergo it during my years as a cadet or a councillor in MPSS.. had alot of lectures today la.. no.1 uniform for CIs really very nice.. haha..

ok the group discussion for ATC was S_X.... the things tt my sub-divided group had done weeks ago, was missing.. shit them la.. those important stuffs were nowhere to be found... all my efforts or should i say my group's effort have been washed down the drain...... and worst of all.. all the time given to discuss was snatched by our CII!!!! in the end, nothing was discussed, n we had to meet up on monday la..... haiz..

orientation programme day

2005-05-24T22:39:00.000+08:00

haiz.... didn't update for days le... lazy.. tt's the word to describe....

today was SP's FOP(freshman orientation programme)... had so many talks.. haha.. then gt SP song n pledge too.. so sucky... but the lecturers all look nice la... dono how they r like till school reopens.. haha... didn't go through the whole thing la.. skipped the whole thing after lunch.. haha.. went to play bowl in SP.... then went to orchard to play pool... so fun... haha...then had dinner with the rest who pon la.. haha.. at LJS.. then went home with the "obasan", jasmin, haha.. but didn't accompany her all the way back la.. haha.. i alight at my train stop.. haha.. then went home.. haha.. really had a great chat with her the whole day la.. she, ka woon and samamtha, brightened my day.. hha.. real nice knowing u guys.. although we not in the same course.... haha.... thankz......

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KEYS TO YOUR HEART

2005-05-20T11:58:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

saw this in one person's bloggy.. decided to try n here i have a ans for myself....

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CIBTC RC was Tough but it's a great learning journey

2005-05-16T13:23:00.000+08:00

9th may

1st day of the RC, Residential Course, learnt the basic arms drill with M16 which i have nv have a chance to do so in MSS, it's sort of a very good learning time for me as i was always curious with drills, esp arms drill. Recaping all the knots and lashings learnt in NPCC, and learnt the explainations and all... then learnt Facilitation, we were told tt, we facilitate the NCOs in school then the NCOs will TEACH the cadets.. TEACH not equal to FACILITATE....had really a tiring day, 3 ground rules have been made for us by our CIIs, they are listen with an open heart, think before u speak and act and lastly, be a leader and a follower, then at night in bunk, crap alot with my bunk mates, aaron, kee kian, gao ming and two other guys, forgot their names le.. hehe....slept around 1

10th may

2nd day of RC, woke up at about 515, have PT at 6, so tiring, next was breakfast, then dry shoot, haha.. .38 CHIEFS SPECIAL REVOLVER MODEL NO. 36.. it's slightly smaller than .38 tauros that i had fired a few years back...then had foot drills... really very sian then.. haha.. knots and lashings again.. haha.. then learnt orienteering... haha.. then had mass run just before dinner.. tt really kills my appitite... slept around 1 again to study n chat with my bunk mates

11th may

3rd day of RC, woke up around the same time again.... n the routine goes again.. but tt day gt dry shoot agin then had arms drills, learnt hormat and all.. it's totally different from Mark 4/ Mark5 used in schools, then had foot drills, then after lunch had SWORD DRILL.. FUN... tt's really nice and shiok doing tt.. haha.. love sword drills... then after tt learnt how to make rope obstacles.. haha.. quite fun la the day.. haha..

12th may

4th day of RC, everything seems routine to me liao.. haiz.. learnt more about orienteering, radio communications, flag staff and tent pitching... tt's really a packed day for us... really tired out liao.. but our MINDS OVER BODY.... REN~~~~

13th may

5th day of RC, learnt learnt baton drill and drill cane drill.. haha... then had practice shoot... haha.. I gt the HIGHEST in my squad n higher than those whom i know.. haha... then learnt arms drills again but this time was advance arms drills....learnt slow marching too...

14th may

6th day of RC, last day of training... learnt modular tent, then went for games and orienteering, really had a great time tt day... learnt much n through the games.. i know where i n my squad stands, and how good r our leadership and coordination was....in the evening.. had debrief from our instrustors... those words he say really very touching la.. made many of us cried.. really had a good time with him... he may be fierce but it was because he love us.. wan us to do our best...

15th may

last day of RC, had our assessments.. i was given the topic basic drills... really worked all the way for tt... n many thinks my MOI was good... haha.. i not sure about tt la.. hha.. tt's their comments.. even from the CIIs... and had paper assessment too.. haiz.. i misread a few questions.. hope i can pass la.. haha.. my written isn't tt good la.. i know it deep in me..

SQUAD 3 WARRIORS, ALL THE WAY... WE ARE THE BEST... thank you squad mates.. u all have gave me the best camp squad ever.. thank you... yi xian, jared, huda, eddie, jian boon, marinah, wei chang, zhan ming, issac, joshua, chang hing, luke, jeanne, syaifu and lastly nadzirah... THANKS FOR ALL THE MEMORIES
won't be online for the next 4 days as i going for the SMA's FOC(Freshman Orientation Camp)....

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I found this while browsing a blog...it's quite meaningful thou

2005-05-06T02:35:00.000+08:00

What Is Love?

Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing, And your voice caught within your chest?

It isn't Love, it's Like.

You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right?

It isn't Love, it's Lust.

Are you proud, and eager to show them off?

It isn't Love, it's Luck.

Do you want them because you know they're there?

It isn't Love, it's Loneliness.

Are you there because it's what everyone wants?

It isn't Love, it's Loyalty.

Do you stay for their confessions of Love, because you don't want to hurt them?

It isn't Love, it's Pity.

Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand?

It isn't Love, it's being Unconfident.

Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat?

It isn't Love, it's Infatuation.

Do you pardon their faults because you care about them?

It isn't Love, it's Friendship.

Do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of?

It isn't Love, it's a Lie.

Are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?

It isn't Love, it's Charity.

Does your heart ache and break when they're sad?

Then it's Love.

Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret?

Then it's Love.

Do you accept their faults because they're a part of who they are?

Then it's Love.

Do you cry for their pain, even when they're strong?

Then it's Love.

Do their eyes see your true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?

Then it's Love.

But do you stay because a blinding, incomprehensible mix of pain and elation pulls you close
and holds you?

Then it's Love.

Would you give them your heart, your life, your death?

Then it's Love.

Now, if Love is painful, and tortures us so,
Why do we Love?
Why is it all we search for in life?
This pain, this agony?
Why is it all we long for?
This torture, this powerful death of self?
Why?
Because it's...Love

it's time to bloggggggg

2005-05-06T02:22:00.000+08:00

3rd may

didn't do much tt day, ironed my uniform, polished my boots till it peels, went for sec 2 ATC planning meeting... haha.... the few of us really crap alot in the meeting lo... haha.... then really chat alot.. know one another better too... haha...

4th may

ok la tt day really did nothing much.... went back to school to get my HOMEWORK done.. but can't find arkram as he was in a meeting... then i had to turn to the NCOs for the ans... haha.. then stayed there for quite awhile la.. haha.. then went for branch at 3 plus with YW n his the other half..... haha.. talked quite abit la.. haha.. then went to meet raymond then we go play pool n walk walk.. haha.. quite fun la.... haha..

5th may

had meeting in the afternoon but it didn't last la.. cause we r like 9/10 done.... haha.. then really talked alot this time.. crap too....haha... then i went down to school to find arkram again for my HOMEWORK..... haha..... then he gave me the list in less than 5 mins la... haha.. but i waited for half an hour or so lo.....haha.... then meet raymond and friends for gym but didn't go gym all thanks to raymond.. haha.. we went to play pool haha... again... then went walk walk.. haha.. tt ends my day just like tt...haha.....

-end-

enjoyed the day with my new buddies... haha

2005-05-02T23:03:00.000+08:00

ok i was woken up by mum yesterday morning, actually was suppose to pay respect to my granddad but i didn't go as i was really worn out after the long hours of the course and the long hours i spent online chatting with my squadmates and friends.....instead, i spent the time sleeping at my grandma's place... my cousin tt too went for the course was down with fever... haiz..

in the afternoon i went out to meet raymond, ready for our long night.. haha.. went to meet at bugis where we walk around to kill time before meeting the rest.... went to grab a bite at LJS then alvin called .. haha.. suppose to meet him at 430 but we reached city hall at 5... haha.. yue long was late too.. haha..everyone seems to be late except alvin... haha..... we walked from suntec to marina square... then to the pool center in marina square... so fun.. spent about an hour there.. then we went on the esplanade... there's like a NTUC fare thingy there.. then gt concert n all... then they give out free Mc n KFC food.... haha.. then greedy raymond n alvin ask us all to take a few pack each.. then we went on to get a space to see the fireworks.... guess wad... we have taken like 17 boxes of Mc food.. haha.. there's mc chicken burger, 2 mc wings and a harsh brown in one box alone... i ate one, alvin 4, raymond 5 and yue long 2... haha...then the rest we gave to a aunite.. haha..

gt alot of pics taken.. haha.. can see my MSN space.. i will put it up.... then we went on to suntec de arcade to play.. haha.. after tt, it was like near 1145 le... then we headed to K BOX... haha..... we stayed in it till like 345 when they chase us out.... hha..... had real fun there... haha.. we drank... haha.. i personally sang a few songs, eg, 'the reason', 'qing fei de yi', 'lian ai da ren', 'peng you', 'pieces of me' by ashlee, 'tou diao'... and a lot more.. haha.. danced n there too.. haha.. really had great fun with my new buddies...... haha... hope we will have time to do tt again... haha... then we went on to walk to merlion thre to have a good chat.. we chat till like 5..... haha.. then walk to bras bersa...had a drink then they went to play pool while i fell asleep for a while there.. BOO...then we headed seperate ways home.. haha... reached home at about 730.. i slept till like 3.... haha..

REALLY NICE BEING WITH U GUYS..... THANKZ...

k today i didn't do much la.. haha.. polished my boots.... adding another foundation.. haha... tml have to meet my squadmates tml for some work.... haiz.. so troublesome.. haiz

-end-

CIBTC starts

2005-04-30T20:45:00.000+08:00

today

ok...conclusion: wad a STUPID day i had....
forced myself to sleep at 10 last night... n guess wad... i fell asleep onli near 11.. so shitty lo...... but luckly i woke up at 5 plus today.. went to the nearest coffee shop for my breakfast... tt uncle haven't even open his stall lo.. but he still did me the favour to prepare a bowl of noodles for me... thankz uncle.. haiz... reached HQ at 7 plus.. wasn't late... meet lotz of familiar ppl today at HQ... mostly from NDP '03, NDPD '03, CPA '04 and lastly, my area ppl... saw my cousin too.. jamie.. haha.. was like :O when i saw her.. haha..

Ok la the course.. isn't tt tough as wad ppl used to tell me.. haha.. the CIIs so stupid lo.. F*** them man.. they ask us to look at the whiteboard on the first day when we reach to see which group we are in and the file tt will be there for our attendance taking too.. BUT, they didn't place the board where it should be till it was like 8.. n we were like left with no time le.. in the end they blame us for not fulfilling wad they want.. F them la.. then the rest of the day was OK la.. haha... all lectures......

n u know wad..... we were FORCED to finish our lunch in 6 mins or less... F them la.. n they(CIIs n all officers) like eating slowly in the lecture room themselves... haiz... haiz... i was put into squad 3.. know alot of nice ppl.. haha.. eg. maria, luke, eddie and more la.. forget their names le.. hehe.... my squad CII was tt CII tt scolded me on the 28th april.. i will always remember him....n the other CII was mdm irfa(er fa i remembered.. haha)...N i was put into group 5 for the ATC.. incharged of welfare of ppl attending the camp... haiz... n i was given a task of preparing the notes n lecture of pitching up a flag pole during my MAY Residential Course... haiz... luckly onli to my group.. haha... the whole thing started before 8 n it ended at 8!!!!!!! 12 bloody hours leh... haha.. i kinda love my squad.. haha.. so fun with them... haha...

yesterday

went out with von to search for a bag for myself.... then went to find pl at OGOP as von wans to get pl's ss book... haiz.....

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WAD A NICE DAY TODAY

2005-04-28T23:20:00.000+08:00

haha... guess wad... i was 45 mins late for uniform collection today... kanna f*** up by a CII(Cadet Inspector Instructor)... haiz... ask me fill in all the forms but later ask me n another guy, Luke(another late guy... haha), to leave n come back for the next time slot which is at 1400 hrs.. haiz.... then Luke n i went off lo.. went to J8 to have our breakfast.. then go shop around... then chat all the way lo... haha..Luke is really a very nice guy.. a great guy to talk to too.. haha.. he entered NP.. maybe next time can meet for meal.. haha..

then know another guy, named ronal.... haha another nice guy.. he's in MI.. went to beach road with me... make our name tag n gt our aeroplane shorts... haha... talk to him all the way from HQ to beach road... haha...... so fun lo today... time well spent... gt 2 new friends..... haha.....

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a real nice chat with my buddies tt i have not seen for long

2005-04-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

haha......today slept till 9 plus...hehe.. very late right....haha... went online after washing up......nv had breakfast(erm... since dono when i stop having breakfast le)... haha.. then played yahoo pool with the account i opened for SP de.. so fun.... love pool man.. haha......

then had a chat with vanessa online, talk alot about CIBTC she had n wad i should expect for my upcoming CIBTC... haha... she like my jie jie like tt... so patient.... tell me the detail too... haha... so nice chatting with her... n real great knowing her....

then in the afternoon i went to OGOP to see bag then go parco le.. searched for bags there... then met raymond n friends there... had a great chat man.. haha.. chat from parco to LJS.... haha... talked about anything n everything under the sun.. haha... then alvin joined in...haha.. then we promise to meet up on sunday... haha... go K BOX.... haha... ton too.... haha....

then i go home.. i see my schedule for my uniform collection form saw a real familar name there... Jamie Chan... i think is my cousin.. haha.... hope it's not her la.. haha.... cause dun wan her to tell my family how i work outside ma.. cause i kinda treat my family different from my friends ma...... moreover i dun wan her to sort of know me too well... haha......

have to reach HQ at 9 tml... so early... haiz

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ARGHHHHHH

2005-04-26T17:26:00.000+08:00

haha didn't blog for days le... didn't have the mood to la... haha

today

went gym with M.... really did lotz of workout... preparing myself for the upcoming CIBTC.... it was great to be with her.... she really look damn chio n skinny k... but she still not satisfied with her looks... haiz... are all gals like tt?... i think so.. hahaa... then stupid lo... they gt fire drill.... DID HEAR TT...FIRE DRILL IN A CC.......freak lo... was cycling when the bell rang.... haiz.. have to go out of the compound asap....went back to gym n continue with the workout... then there's 2 pervy guys near me lo... they were like looking at the cycling machine there.. and mentioned tt one of the gals up there with sports bra.... her boobs moves so violently with her movement.. i overheard tt lo... n tt fat guy used his hand to sort of show the other guy how her boobs move... haiz.... sickening ppl... go there just to see all these... haiz...

yesterday (25th April)

went to SP in the morning to finish the enrolment n get my landyard and student card.. so sucky lo... y must SP choose standard chartered bank other than others... it's so limited lo... onli a few in singapore.. then, they r located at places tt r hard to be seen lo... eg. one located at Holland V...In SP, met e ang n regina... then we went together to have lunch at mac at food court 5... then saw lai heng n mei yun.. after tt, mei ping came along.. they came to finish the enrolment too.. haha... after lunch.. we went to roam around the school compound without putting on our landyard... haha.. not suppose to de.. haha... walk all the way to the language block T19 then went to the swimming pool there.. then the gym is facing the pool leh.. so nice... but too bad the gym isn't open yet... until the school term starts then it will open.. haiz.. then went to the multi-purpose field... saw chun shan there.. he was in archery team.. asking me to join them.. haha.. i walk off telling him i will consider... haha... then went to the MAIN LIBRARY....HAHA... 1st day jiu go library le.. haha.. so hardworking.. haha.... tt library have to scan our student card then can enter de.... haha.... then sat there to chat till like 3 plus.. haha... so nice chatting with them lo.. haha...thankz gals

then after tt went to hougang to meet pei ling... shop around with her... haha... she was LATE.... again right.. haha... didn't shop for long la... hougang mall so small.. haha.. then went home after she collect her free pizzas from pizza hut.. haha...gian peng.. haha.......:P......

sunday (24th April)

went to tann early in the morning.. it was so crowded but luckly i still can get a tanning chair.. haha... then stayed there till about 3 plus... when there's sun i tann.. when there's no sun i went down to swim... haha... then my day just end like tt.. haha.. so sian right.. but i love the SUN.. hehe..

sat (23rd April)

didn't do much tt day....... joined up for habbo... quite fun la.. similar as IRC... haha....stayed at home the whole day until evening.. then went out to get swimming trunks.. and follow by family dinner.. haha.. tt's real bored day for me...

friday (22 April)

Went tanning.. haha.. then did nothing le... ya... i received my uniform collection thingy le... have to go down at 9am on the 28th of april.. haha.....hope i can wake up.. haha...

thursday (21st April)

went down to school(MPSS)... to pass all the forms to mr arkram and ask him help me write the part 3 n fax for me.. haha..... :P... then went home le.. did nothing tt day too.......haha.....

not everyday is the same for me.. so dun expect my days to be always juicy.. sometimes real bored.. k

-END-

BACK TO THE PAST

2005-04-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

ARGH......today went to colour back my hair n cut SHORT SHORT... argh.. those who know me well... u all should know i like my hair style a few hours ago... :'(.... now its so shorttttttttttttt......i tell u all... st georges's rd de venus saloon NOT GOOD...go Xin Ying Saloon better... their cutting is better, colouring also... n i't's way more spacious than venus... then hoh.. the hair washing point de chair is more comfortable than venus lo.... think i shall stop here le... hehe... update again tml... tml have to go sch give ahcram sign my CIBTC form... n ask him help me fax.. hehe..:P... TATA...

-END-

nothing turns out good for me...LONER

2005-04-19T21:35:00.001+08:00

yesterday

was fun... met yw n pl outside school... think tt's the last time they will see my coloured hair le ba... went to the bus stop outside macpherson ITE to take bus to bugis to shop... so er xin lo... an old n ragged auntie went squatting at a corner to PEE... shit her lo... she just take off her pants n start doing her business... don't she know wad a toilet is for... haiz... all the ppl at the bus stop was like :o.. didn't bother to look at her la... tt's wad i hear from those sitting behind me.. haha... talked quite abit on the bus... went KFC to have my brunch, pl's lunch, yw's lunch....at first pl say she dun wanna eat de leh, then began to kop our food, then in the end she can't stand n went to get her own food..... haha.. then went roaming about in bugis just to get her friend a birthday gift..from parco to village to OGA, but so sad... OG is closed at 530 due to the annual Dinner & Dance for OG staffs.... haha.. then we went back to village then to parco... luckly she gt her present in parco... she dragged till like 7 plus.. so late le right... haha then went home together in bus 61...haha... then chatted on line till like 3 plus... haha... so late right... haha...

today

woke up at 11 plus.. then went tanning at TPY SC... haha.. again.. but this time i tanned for quite short onli....it was so peaceful at the beginning... until FTPSS de students came, it was so noisy lo... then bo pian.. either they go or i go... think they having lesons or something there la.. gt teacher.. so i go off lo.. shit them la...after i went off, the sun rays are stronger lo... argh... n i m not tanned at all i think.. although my mum say i darker le.. haha.. then went for medical check up at my family clinic in the evening.... tt's the end of my day....so sian right... haha... sob sob.. tml gonna cut hair n dye black le....:(

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days of loner....ME

2005-04-17T23:32:00.000+08:00

haiz, lazy to blog again... but dun worry, i will continue blogging de... hehe:D... shall write each day as detail as possible as i could... haha...

thrusday, 14th april

M just refuses to accompany me to the boat asia 2005, deborah can't pei me due to work, Thuhan also can't pei me due to work...the worst thing is tt i gt 2 tickets, 2 tickets leh... haiz... I went there alone.. the stupid free shuttle bus to the sentosa clove, have to wait damn long lo... onli gt 1 bus i realise.. it's their first day leh... then reach there, not many ppl de.. all old old de, no youngster like me... sob sob... went to walk around, the location really very nice... n the sea breeze, feels so good... the booths all so plain de... so boring.. i onli went to yamaha counter n suzuki counter, they displayed the engines... haha... went to ask a lot from them.. haha.... how the engine works, which part is for wad..haha... dono wad they think of me... haha... then went on to see the boats n jetskis at the harbour... haha... so nice man... feeling like getting myself a boat licence... haha.. no free rides on tt day... onli on weekends...sob sob.... there's no shows too... went back with a few pics.. in my phone thou... can't upload due to no cable... hehe...

friday, 15th april

woke up in the afternoon, woken up by the msg kai lin sent... she ask me to meet her at 1.20pm at bugis mrt... i went to bathe n clean up immediately, when i leave home, it's already 1... so i msg her tt i will be late... n i m, i reached there at about 1.30pm, but, SHE is not there yet....:@....i went to walk around first... as usual i went to L2, saw deborah, but didn't approach her... ha... kai lin reach at about 1.45pm... haiz... she pass me the coupons n i passed her the cash, then she went off to get her stuffs le... haha...then went to deborah's counter again...she was doing things this time.. didn't approach her again.... then went to arcade to play maximum tune...then when i want to go back le... went up again...she went for lunch le... can't say bye to her... haha... didn't do much at home after tt...

sat, 16th april

woke up in the morning, help mum clean the fan.... then went out with her to sim lim square to get charger.... then went to bugis to see clothes.... haha... dono y when i shop myself gt so much to get de... but when with her i always hesitate de....haiz... then went home le... didn't visit deborah...haha... waited for the dinner at night.. it was my eldest auntie's birthday.. haha.. dinner was kinda fun.. so much chatters.... haha... so fun....

today

woke up today n receieved a msg from e ang that she is down with fever... have to go to boat asia again ALONE... went to eat at the hawker center before boarding the bus to the fair... haiz... this time i went to take the free jetski ride... haha.. so fun... it's acceleration so fast... haha.. wish tt i own one too.. haha.. took lotsa pics there.. can go my msn space to see all the pics... haha...

think i shall -end- here le...

few happy days... haha

2005-04-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

monday was a lonely n sian day for me la, packed my room again... haha... though it looks messy still... haha

tuesday was happy... haha.. did my medical check up, went there at 2 but when it was my turn, it was already about 3 plus le... waited for more than an hour...then see the doc for less than 5 mins, did blood pressure test, urine test, eye sight test and height n weight for less than 10 mins... x ray onli take about 2 mins... in conclusion, spent 22 bucks for medical check up, but waited for about an hour, an wasted 40 mins.... onli 20 mins is used for the real check up..... shit them la.... the clinic is so packed lo.... haiz.... the toilet not nice n small... haiz...

went to look for von after that, had my lunch cum dinner with her n her friends.. she say i look like ah beng...:(... shit man... i can't even finish a bowl or fishball noodles... haiz.... paid for their drinks... haha... see i so good.. haha... after leaving them, i went to kovan to bowl... long time no bowl liao... haha...then raymond came... with his friends, haha...his ite friend n 2 NCH gals.. haha... not pretty de...my score was so shitty lo... onli 133.... then left for home le....haiz... there's my day... haiz

today was a much better day for me.... went pool with yus, jeff and WJ... so fun... gt chio bu... but all dun wanna take no.. haha.. but i already gt wad i wanted le la... haha.. a gal tt i aimed for a period of time le... haha..went to have dinner at PP de food court.. haha...went to bugis.. saw deborah playing with com... till it hang... haha.. then sort of wanna destroy the counter like tt.. haha... gal.. next time be careful hoh... later ur sales rep stand afar and see then u know.. haha... reach home le, saw the mail OC sent me.. i was selected for CIBTC...have to go medical check up again.. so sian.. have to choose either dye n cut or cut till my colour gone.. haiz... so sad.. but also good la...dun needa worry wad cca to take in SP le.. haha...

-end- here le...tml i going to boat asia... haha.. update tml night or later days la... haha

few days in a roll filled with happenings

2005-04-10T19:02:00.000+08:00

haha.... too lazy to update the last few days... haha... but i think i will squeeze as much as i remembered in this update... haha..

Friday, 8th April

went out in the afternoon to meet michelle(not the M i like/love) for abit of shopping before returning to school just to see how it's going on for MPSS UGs... haha... met her at TAKA, then we walked all the way to shaw house, shop on the way there... haha.. then back to lucky plaza to take a bus to MACPHERSON, not to forgot... we went paragon, n there's where i spray my hair black... it was not well done though..haha... during the ride, we chat quite abit la... thinking of wad we would see when we arrive... haha..i even called yw, ask him to wait for me n help me spray my hair... haha..

arrived at school... met yw, went to the toilet n he helped me to spray... haha... went chatting with some juniors haha.... then while they prepare for the whole ceremony, i was standing behind the band watching them n listening to the tunes they playing... haha.. when the ceremony starts, all ex students were forced to level 3 to watch the ceremony... most of us who bother to go back are from E4B 2004 de... haha... watch the concert too... but it's sucky la... not as good as last yr, sure de ma.. last yr is mayor as GOH leh, this yr is our last yr de principle, Subra... haha...:P

after the whole thing, we stole some... erm no la... A LOT of light sticks, haha... n off we go le.. haha... went to have dinner with some councillors... bellemy, justin, elaine, doreen n elaine's sister... haha... then went home at about 10 with bellemy taking 154... haha...

Sat...9th april

stayed home till 2 plus... then met raymond at cineleisure, went to see mei mei with him n his friends... saw jeffery there too, haha... we walked to far east... haha... so FAR... haha... ate shi lin's chicken chop... haha... tt's my first meal of the day.. haha.. was so hungry then... i asked tt guy to give me extra chilli n pepper powder..so spicy... i perspired alot while eating.. had to drink half a bottle of coke before the spiciness goes off.. haha.. went back to cine to play pool... so fun.. haha.. then i went off after tt le... meet my dad at paragon... he have a project there... went to the loading bay to meet him... then went to have family dinner.. haha... it was so long since we gather for family dinner... haha... so fun, it was filled with laughters... haha.. stayed online till 3 plus... haha.. msg with M till like 4 plus.. haha... she nv reply for quite awhile then i fell asleep le.. haha..

Sunday... 10th april..

stayed at home today.. spent time packing my room though it still look messy now.. haha... washed the kitchen with my bro... n did washing of clothes too... haha...it's quite meaningful for me la.. seldom do things with my bro de.. haha.....

think i will update tml or later.. haha... -end-

a day of surprises n interviews

2005-04-07T22:16:00.000+08:00

went out early today... went for a total of four job interviews... onli one rejected me due to my age, n tt was "the wallet shop", they onli wan ppl who are above 19.... sian... haiz... first went for an interview in Orential travels, position given was promoter... but it came out as a surveyer... suckers... wanna cheat me.. i walked off straight when he wanna bring a group of surveyers with me to his location.. haha... i just stood up n tell him... sorry, i dun think i want this job.... haha.. :P.. so dao right.. he stared when i leave.. haha, he was stunned... haha...

the next i went to a shop at lucky plaza... they wanted a shop assistance.. but their hours are long.. 10am to 10 pm.. n they are like paying me 1000 onli... shit them lo... again i said sorry i doubt this job would be suitable for me.. haha...:P... went to taka... went to look for michelle(not the michelle i love k...).. as she said she wanted to quit her job ma.. wanted to ask her if she wanna take up those jobs i dun rejected de.. haha...but i didn't tell her tt la... haha..but then.. shit her lo.. ask me help me talk her food n bring up to her... :(....planned to meet tml.. haha...i went home after tt.. haha...

but soon i came out again.. going for an interview at THE BENCOOLEN...the interview was a success...he said he would contact me in a few days telling me where i would be dispatched to.. a departmental store.. haha..pay was quite low... but ok la.. haiz... wad to do.. left with onli 1 month plus before i start school...oops .. i forget to tell them i need to go for medical check up n all.. :P... nvm la.. haha.. went on to shop in bugis... n u all know wad... i saw M... she was shopping with shiqi, her close friend... i knew saw a familar person when i saw her afar...but didn't know it was really her.. but haiz... i still dun dare to talk to her face to face yet.. maybe tt's the barrier in me tt i have to overcome before i try my best to get her back ba.. have been wanting to get her back since the day we broke up... I REALLY LOVE U,M.......haiz... i just continued shopping lo..

then i went to parco... saw raymond n friends... then we walk walk together.... went for sight seeing, haha... (u know wad i meant by sight seeing la...haha)......went forward to ask a promoter's no... haha... but really just wanna befriend her.. haha.... just befriend... not asking for much k... ppl... dun anyhow think hoh... i onli love M hoh... hehe....

think i will just -end- here la... update again another day.... haha....

job seeking day...weird right.. haha

2005-04-06T18:43:00.000+08:00

haiz... woken up by MICHELLE TIEW... she msged me asking for levi's no... she wanna change job... haiyo.. ask me when i wake up ma.. :S...sent her the no. n went back to sleep again.. this time it's her again..... sickening.. can't u let me sleep peacefully?...

haiz... gt up n went washing up.. haha.. switched on my com n it goes again... msg tone heard... her again... i hack care le, instead of msging back.. i called back... talked to her for awhile on the phone... then went through the papers n found myself some jobs... haha..

went for interviews this afternoon... first was dreamz optical at bugis.. they wanna pay me 1.1k for retail assistance or 40% commission based job as a supervisor... they assure me of at lease 7 bucks per hour.. asking me back tml for the on job trail... haha... i doubt i will go for it.. haha.. the next was a ulu company in hong kong street, this time i didn't even finish the interview lo... lol...... when tt guy took out a product n tell me that job is a outdoor sales related job... immediately tell him.. ; "sorry, i m more interested in indoor sales rather than outdoor sales... haha.. sorry... maybe next time..."... n i off i went... haha... so dao right.. haha..

i feel so bad lo... act. this afternoon meeting e ang de leh.. for kayaking... but due to all these interviews, i have to turn her down... haiz... sorry e ang... maybe next time ba....

ppl... wish me good luck for my next interview n all.. haha.. tml i going for another one.. after tt i maybe going to the wallet shop for interview.......haha... think i should -end- here le la... update later or other days... tc friends

a planned day turn into nothing.........

2005-04-05T23:38:00.000+08:00

ok... i stayed home till like 3... meanwhile, was msging M....act. wanted to meet up with her.. but she dun wan... dono y too.. haiz....

then went to PP(parkway parade), waited for yusrin n jeffery who went for medical check up today... act. planned to meet at 330, i was there le.. but they haven't finish their medical check up.... then i went to ezone n played for awhile... then went shopping.... saw clothes tt suits me again... feeling like buying but have to CONTROL.....went to see laptops too... the acer one look nice..haha...

they reached at about 4plus... then we went to eat... then went to play pool at parkway complex...onli gt 2 cute gals...the rest all guys le... sad... headed home at about 720....tt's the end of the day for me... haha... so sian right... haiz... tt's life for me la... no work, not attached, friends all not free... haiz....sad

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wad a pleasent day

2005-04-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

woke up late this morning.... nv go my dad's office to help him.... slacked at home till near evening.... haha...

turtle's birthday today it is.... haha... suppose to meet him at OGOP at 5, instead, he msg me at 5 telling me he going to be late, n he will onli reach at 6...meanwhile, i went to shop around hereen for that hour... went to almost all the stores there.. haha... saw so many nice clothes but i HAVE TO CONTROL... can't spend like water le.. must stop for awhile.... haha.... went to look at chucks, converse de limited edition chucks, the leather de.. not tt nice lo... difficult to match too... haiz... n it freaking cost S$199.90...then went on to nike store to look at dunks.... but the green i dun like la...then went to 77th street to see... the colour quite nice but have to CONTROL..... maybe next month or later ba... haha...

started walking to OP at about 550... reached there at 6 sharp... n he's not there... dua me lo... he reached at about 610 lo... hai me wait so long.... haha... today he wear till very mature like tt... looks like 19 or 20 than a 17 yr old student.... haha

went to watch house of fury this time at PS...it was really a good movie... it's really worth watching... haha... we bought lotz of chips n all into the cinema... haha...ate all those till we very full... yw finished the last 1 n the half packet himself.... haha... then had pizza for dinner with his mum this time... haha...

really had a great time with yw n pl... thankz anyway... really wish he become more mature after his bd...haha... i think i shall stop here le la... haha... update again another day ba

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Y

2005-04-03T22:43:00.000+08:00

today is the last day of work for her... tml i yw's birthday....

woke up quite early today... didn't have my breakfast, went out for tanning section, scared tt i miss the hot sun.... it was so crowded at TPY swimming complex... so many kids n parents... have to swim for awhile first before i can get myself a tanning chair or wad the chair is called... today, there's hunks but no babes... haha... headed home at about 2...

after reaching home, i bathe again n changed into a new set of clothe... goovy & friends's top, S&K cargo pants and my new converse chucks... haha...they go really well...haha... happy with wad i wear le.. dun needa care about how ppl see me.. if they see me as a gangster i also can't say anything... n pls... I M WAD I M, DUN NEED UR STUPID COMMENT AUNTIE, tt auntie tt i saw at the bus stop while i waiting for my bus to bugis, she told her son, i think sec2 or 3 la, she say i look like gangster, with my outfit n my highlighted hair, she ask him to stay off ppl like me... PLS AUNTIE, NOW HOW MANY POLY STUDENTS DYE/HIGHLIGHT THEIR HAIR, THEY AREN'T GANGSTER LOH... SHIT U...hope i dun see her again...

went bugis to shop for yw's gift, went to level 3 straight, i know tt's where i can get nice things, esp in edge(haha, m i promoting EDGE?)... haha...i went to NWO shop, PMK shop, MCP shop, 77TH street, the shop beside it, DCP shop... i went in n out of these shops so frequently tt they sorta stop me to ask me if they can help with my decision... haha... esp the cute gal in NWO shop... tt's the 3rd time i visit tt shop le.... everytime buy clothes from them each time i visit them... but sadly today i didn't buy from there... haha... i went to buy a gift from MCP for yw.. hope he like it... although ít doesn't look nice..but the nicer one tt i choose no size for u le ma.. sorry yw.. haha... but dun worry la ... tt sales assistance wear tt one quite nice la... haha...

after tt went on to buy gift wrap n search for my new "EX" box, i gt them so quickly as i met the GAY again, tt gay tt i met at TPY swimming complex, this time he asked if i can shop with him, and pei him drink tea or wadsoever... this time he place his arms around my shoulders... i just walk off n saying tt i rush for time... shit him la... spoil my day....

went to OGA, saw marie there, talk with her for awhile... wait for the rain to stop.. haha.. talked quite a bit with her.. haha... miss the day working together...then i went to OGOP to pass the thingys over to PL... haha... ask her wrap as i dono how to wrap... haha... she still owe my S$8..:( chatted with the ppl there for quite long la... but most of the time spent there is talking to ingrid... haha... seem tt we gt alot of things to say...haha...

then off i went home alone... by then it was already 8+... haha

just now talked on the phone with M, i called her this time... really miss the time where i call her everyday n chat... she is down with illness... really hope tt she is not tested positive for tt disease she claimed... she is taking the report on tues... everyone pls pray for her.. thankz.. i feel like telling her i love her n will stay by her no matter wad, but i dun dare... sad............

i think i -end- here ba... update tml or other day... haha

memories brought back..........

2005-04-02T23:58:00.000+08:00

haiz... today went shopping with mum at suntec... bought myself a pair of converse chucks, topman's boxers and banana boat de sun tanning oil...had dinner with dad at chinatown....

when i came home... i start packing my room again... it's about 10... now, it's already passed midnight... i found many things that actually brought my feeling for her back... all the neo prints i took with her... the discs tt contain things about us... song, pics etc.... felt so sad lo... all the effort i put in all gone to waste just because of one stupid sentance i made last year... really feel like slapping myself... i really love her... i saw things my exs gave me tt were not in the "EX" box but deep in the shelves... when i see all those.. i felt nothing... but when i see things took with M, or presents from her... i would feel something... i really miss the days with her.. where i won't be alone............ i have now filled my "EX" box with things, i can tell tt the box is bursting le... it's time to get a new box le...

till now... i still love her... i have never fogotten her... really... it has been 100 days since we broke off... although i gt a stead after her... but i still love her more..... i dono y too.... now i have to do things all alone... no one there for me... no one willing to share my trouble as before... or i should say, there's no one that i trusted as much as her exist anymore...tt's y i often keep things to myself instead of sharing it with my clique or anyone....

days have passed... days without a job is tough... can't stop thinking of her......................................

i added sentances on the box today after putting as much things as possible... it goes like this:
" MEMORIES OF ONE------- LIKE-->LOVE-->NO FEELING
Throughout life, there bound to be happiness and sorrows.......

Things happen for a reason........................................................

No one knows what would happen NEXT...............................
"

so sad right... haiz... i also dono y i wrote tt too... haiz......

i calculated tt i have spent more than 1.6K in 3 months since i started work in OGOP... now i seldom spend tt much....

think i will END here la... tml then update again...

a new kind of life style awaits me

2005-04-01T12:21:00.000+08:00

hi guys... happy april fool day......

long time never up date le...haha... anyway, i just gt rid of my job yesterday...friends in OGOP dun miss me hoh..haha...now OGOP's basement dun have male staff le... haha.. no one help them carry things le... hehe

yesterday was a peaceful day for me... no scolding no nothing... i was having fun on the last day of my work... haha... even went to take neo prints with e ang, xiao xian n ZJ.. haha... all gals except me... me n e ang leaving on the day le.. haha...

the day before... had my off day for the week... went to highlight my hair at blue moon... haha..then went out with ZQ n LH... walk from funnan IT mall to bugis, then to bugis village and to OG albert, we carried on walking to sim lim square... and returned to bugis... but this time they hop on the bus and went hope... i had to go bugis to get my t-shirt from PMK myself... sad... then went to look for yw's present but there aren't anything that suits him..haiz... then after tt i went to novena... saw M from far, didn't dare to approach her... haiz... haiz... then went to shop alone... guys....novena is not for us... 70% of the retail shops are for ladies n children... haiz... sad,.... then went home le... haiz...

M i still love u thou

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wad a silent day for me

2005-03-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

today woke up late again... so sad lo... have to take cab again.. haha... then we i entered OG, it was about 1058 le... luckly i punch in before 11... haha, if not have to get fined le...

today my supervisor did afternoon shift... but she came at about 2 plus near to 3...

for the whole day i was in the cashier... helping jesline, doing packing... after these few days in the cashier, i learnt alot about cashier work... it's very easy lo... i know all the keys le... haha... just now she listening to phone i help her scan and all..... haha... shhh... not suppose to de... haha...

then kanna asked by supervisor by phone to pack the hanes counter... so sad lo... i pack neatly le then a couple hours later it became extremely messy le lo... i observed from far after tt.. mostly is GALS who mess it up... be it auntie or young gals... haiz... so sad lo... while packing the second time... a lady with her daughter came to see the products... she took it from the counter n see the pattern instead of seeing them on the rack... i stared at them lo... then they turned to look at the rack... seem like they are afraid of me or wad lo.. haha..:P

WHERE R U, M... nv reply me de....:(

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tired....

2005-03-27T00:04:00.000+08:00

worked full shift since last week... today went to work with my eyes half shut... so sian lo... still have to fold hanes clothes... folder the whole 2 racks lo... then went to cashier to help packing... luckly onli 1 sensor tag not taken off... then the alarm activated when the customer leave the shop...so sorry to tt lady.... haiz... how i know tt underwear gt... usually offer items no sensor tag de.... haiz...

went for dinner/lunch/breakfast at 5... so hungry... ate yong tou fu...tt hour passed so quickly...

went in for work... then help with packing again... can say the whole day at cashier 1.... haha... the lady's undergarments i all pass to the cashier to wrap... haha:)...cause it's quite unsightful for a guy to handle with it ma....hehe

haiz... tml work full shift again... friends... come visit me... i very sian... thankz... love ya lotz..... `

M i still love u...

nice chatting with u on the way home n in LJS, zq... wad a friend i have... thankz...

thank you von for ur gift... i love it... thankz

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late.....

2005-03-25T01:11:00.000+08:00

i think i will update tml night ba... today worked from 0930 to 0030... so late right... so i going to sleep le... tml still have to reach OGOP by 1000...haiz... tc

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delightful day

2005-03-22T22:54:00.000+08:00

this morning woken up by pl's msg... asking me to check wad school i going to be in.... haven't even brushed my teeth...switched on my computer n went to the webby... to my surprise... S63...Marine Engineering...Singapore Poly...rushed to my brother's room to share the happy news with him... called my dad too, but he nv pick up... sad...

went online for a while... haha.. justin n some in my class going sRJC... haha... n found out tt mus' got into the same course as me... haha... 2 friends in tt course le... haha... went off for work after tt...

today my supervisor still not there.. so sad lo... haven't tell her my answer... i wanna QUIT on 31st, LATEST....a few new ppl there today.... kickers promoter, a gal, forgot her name le... maui & son promoter, came for relief, forget her name also... dockers/levi's promoter...Sally... haha... all gals.... so sad... now i m surrounded by gals... no guys around me le.... so sad.. tml VF off.. i going to be at BILLABONG counter for the day again.. so sad... lonely island.. no one to talk to le...haiz...

dad came to fetch me after work... he drove his lorry... hehe...love it man... long time nv sit lorry le...n i told him the course i entering n his face turned... he seemed upset, disappointed...haiz... then never talked on the way home le... he kept so quiet for rest of the journey, a five minutes journey seemed so long for me then....sad...

made a gal i love irritated.. sorry M... really sorry... hope u forgive me...

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wad a weird day for me....

2005-03-21T22:00:00.000+08:00

woken up by my bro in the morning... he went off for work while i prepare myself for tanning again at TPY's swimming complex... set of at about 1130... the weather was great today... just tt the clouds occationally block off the sun... haiz.... it was sorta delightful day for me... haha.. i love the nature... esp the SUN... haha...

packed up at about 2... went straight to the bathe room... haiz... met a weird guy there... he was changing when i entered... after my bathe.. i came out to change, he smiled at me.... of coz i smile back ma... li mao... haha... he sat there n drink.... as if he waiting for me like tt... staring at me... eeee... i sorta rushed out of the bathe room... he then approached me n stoped me at the exit... he ask if he can have my no... so weird right... then i ask y... u know wad he said... "i just wanna befriend u... maybe we can meet up sometime... maybe go clubbing or wad so ever..."....i just walked away saying bye..... he's in his early 30s.... shit him lo...looks so decent, how i know he got motive de... he's a GAY.... eeeeeya.... hope next time i go there, i won't meet him again...

yeah....pl say my skin colour darkened... haha... (tanning was useful today... haha)

haiz.... went out with pl n jasmine(mss councillor 01-04).. went to TM... they were like searching for presents n i looking for nice board shorts... haiz... they managed to get the stuffs they wanted but i didn't.... eh.. ppl out there...if u see any nice board shorts pls tell me... cause i want a new board shorts...hehe...thankxzxxxzxzx.....

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wad a day for me

2005-03-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

today i was so stupid this morning... took a cab to work... but half way have to ask the uncle to turn back just to take my tag n punch card... forgotten to bring... so pai seh lo... the whole trip cost me abt $10... so ke lian right... by the time i reach there...didn't even have time for breakfast when i reach there... it's already 1045 le lo... haiz

haiz... stupid supervisor... ask me give her ans today but she not there...haiz...so sad lo... i really dun wanna work le... i rather focus on packing my rooms n all lo... it's better i think....

after work... recieved a few msg from KX... she sorta hinting something...althought i gt the meaning, i still msg her back asking wad she hinting... haiz... as i expected.. she said nothing... haiz.. y must gal's thoughts be so chim de... haiz

talked abt alot of things in the bus with pl... finally i realised tt having someone who i can talk to like everyday is really very good lo...i felt much relieved after talking to her...i wanted someone else but she sorta avoiding me in a sense... i dono wad she thinking too... haiz.. hope i can understand gals more...

ending the day just like tt... so sianz.... update again tml... or wad lo.... nightz

a day filled with crap...

2005-03-19T22:50:00.000+08:00

randy dua me again... say wanna go sentosa with me today but in the end say dun wan le... shit him la...bluff this silly little boy's feeling again...

woke up around 11 n prepared for tanning... stayed home till like 1215... then went to TPY's swimming complex ALONE to tann.... but there isn't much sun rays there to make me look tanned after all...there isn't much ppl there today... no babes no hunks... onli ppl like me... fair n fat... wanting to change our skin colour so as to look slimmer... haha... i think so la... dono how they think...it's so crappy lo... there's onli sudden strong rays on n off onli lo... clouds keep blocking off the sun rays... it's was so shitty tt at about 2, it started to drizzle... no sun at all le lo... no choice but to pack n go.... i went home straight...

waiting at home with mum for my dear bro who is having his first working day just after NS... he just finish his NS yesterday...went shopping together at suntec after on... went into many shops there, at first say i wanna get things de... but in the end is my bro n mum doing most of the shopping... the addidas T i wanted was not tt nice on me... in the end decided not to purchase it... went on the levi's stall... wanna get the N3BP... but i hesitated, left it alone n went on shopping, went into bodynits, tried a cargo pant, but it was uncomfortable wearing it... so decided not to get it... AGAIN...(ppl, i know i very indecisive... sorry...tt's me, i need ppl give me opinions de), while my bro tried 3 pants... he bought 2 of those he tried... he see, try, n buy... not like me... still have to think de... haiz....

went on the S&K, tried a cargo pant there, omg i tried the 31 n it sort of going to drop le... then force myself to ask the sales assistance to get me a 30 or a 29 de(cause i think i not tt small size after all)... he brought me both... i tried the 30 as i think i not tt skinny... this time my mum just took it away n cash it straight after she sees me in it... she didn't even wait for my reply if i wanted it... she asked tt guy to get a new pair n cashed it while i still in the fitting room... i think tt she can't stand me le la... haha...thankz mum... then dad called, ask for a meet up for dinner...

went for dinner together, left my bro's car near the fire station near my hse...we went old airport road for dinner... saw Li Ling but nv talk... she watched my family eat.. haa..she working there ma... haha...again, my mum ask me abt relationship thingy... i tried to change topic but failed so i keep quiet lo...:(

again...my day ending off just like tt... so sian right... haha... maybe tml will be a better day for me... or it's the ending day of my life... who knows right... haha... tata... update again tml

shitty day at work...

2005-03-19T15:30:00.000+08:00

the day started off with the alarm of my phone, blasting of the ringing tone into my ears....i woke up just to switch it off, n later went back to my dreamland... lucky tt my mum came into my room to wake me up if not i really gonna be late le....after the morning routine at home.. off i went for work...

felt so happy for my bro today... today is the day where he collect his pink IC back n return all his CD's(Civil Defense) stuffs... today is his ROD... too bad i can't be there to witness it... sad... but he still have his GF there with him...

everyday i have to drag myself up for work... i m really sick n tired of this bloody job already.... it's so routine lo... eh friends.. come visit me at OP when u r free... i really very sianz at there... pls bring along some sweets n all... i really need it cause there really VERY VERY the sianz.... thankz arh...

today billabong counter achieved aound 1K.... it is my counter for the day... haha...

haiz... kanna bullied by li lan (the converse promoter).... everyone is like aiming for my cheek... they say it's fleshy n nice to pinch..."öuch!!"...after the floor closed, my supervisor came to me n asked me to work till like april 20th... she ask me go back consider... but i gt an ans in mind... I DUN WAN....because of this stupid job, i lose alot of things le... relationship that i once treasured, friendships that i wanted to last, n most importantly, FREEDOM....

guess tt's for the day ba... update again soon... i mean real soon....

haiz.....

2005-03-17T14:40:00.000+08:00

haven't been updating my blog for about half a month or so le...haiz... days aren't much different for me... everyday work... depends onli on wad kind of shift i working... N(morning...1030-1820), A(afternoon...1330-2130) or F(full...1100-2130)... on my off days...either spend it with YW n PL, if not is onli PL or YW... von seems to have disappeared from my life... online chat with her online... other than that, nothing else le... haiz... seems to have lose a close friend le.... so sad.... hope she comes back to my life soon.... i mean REAL SOON...(hope u see this von)

a few days back... told my supervisor tt i quitting on the 20th... but she forced me to with her tone n all... she want me to stay till 31th or even 11th next month... so sad right... i really hate this job... it's so boring n stiff... dun have much free time for myself de... moreover the pay quite low after CPF..... haiz.... had to stay till 31th due to the OGOP's one years old celebration on 24th(PRIVITE SALES) only those with the coupon are allowed to enter(SAD:()... storewide 30% off... (sorry guys, BILLABONG dun have discounts... but gt a free briefcase... haha....but must spend at lease S$120...then from 25th till 27th... OG storewide 20% sales... excluding BILLABONG... haha...

on monday... act. i off de.. but my supervisor sent me to albert to help with the mailer thingy... met ting ting from OGPP n ingrid from level 3 OGOP de... we started off like strangers... but soon we kick it off n gt closer... went for lunch together at 2... went to bugis de food court to have our meal...while eating... saw jac( ex councillor of MPSS..she was sacked last year)... she told me tt ting ting looks like my mum n ingrid looks like my sister.... but ting ting is onli 16 while ingrid is onli 18.... i was like laughing like hell when i hear tt... didn't mention to them about tt.....after work at 1930, we went shopping in bugis till about 9.... went off seperate ways then...

haiz today damn sad... xiao bai's last day( jason, Maui & Sons' promoter)... he is my best friend in OGOP.... but now he's gone... no one to talk to... no one to shop with me... no one to eat with me... no one to eat snake with me...haiz...so sad lo.... hope tml won't be bored to death... have to learn to be indepent le... haix.. everything DIY.....haiz

guess i stop here... tml still have to work... posting of school would be out soon... good luck my friends... haha... ALL THE BEST FRIENDS... hope i can get into marine engineering in SP... haha....bye....update again soon... hehe

tired first...fun later

2005-02-27T15:57:00.000+08:00

haiz... early this morning.. my ex msg me asking for a patch up... i dono how to reject her... i just ignored her msg all the way... haiz... should i change my no??

in the afternoon went lunch with my bro n all.....went shopping at carrefour for about a few hours... spent a few hundred bucks there,..... feeling sad for my dad... earn money so hard then wife n sons spent it like water... hehe

in the evening went CP(centre point) to meet yw n to wait for pl off work.. saw a cute gal working in KALM's... dono she gt bf anot.... yw interested... but when i walked near her... i heard tt she is like waiting for her A result.... so sad....she older than us.... then we went to courts n bought an ipod mini each... i bought a silver one n yw a blue one...

so heart pain... spend a few hundred in a few minutes...

went to HGM(hou gang mall) for dinner... pl's treat... she owe us de... haha.... von not there with us... so sad... chatted alot then...

when go home... i shared a cab with yw... talked much lo... he n pl thinks tt i haven't let down my burden... i think it's true too... i really miss those days....

i paid for the cab fair... dun wanna take his money... wad r friends for right....

guess i stop here ba.... getting tired le... nightz

sianz

2005-02-26T04:57:00.000+08:00

haiz...work full shift today... have to reach OGOP before 10am... so tired... for product knowledge at level 3..... abt childrens de lo.... moreover i worked till 0930 lo... so tired...... n my new shoe isn't seasoned yet lo... making my last toe on both foot so pain lo... haiz... hope it would be better next time i wear it lo.......

abt half an hour from now is justin's birthday le... really hope he gets more mature.... (dun tell him i say this hoh...haha) haiz... tml maybe if i can wake up in time, i will go meet them... haiz... tml then see la...

haiz... just now called yw.. he say tml night is e4 night... meaning i won't be home so early tml...haiz... hope to play badminton with him again but too bad no one wanna pei us.... we dun wan we 2 play onli... so sian de lo.... must have girls there or at least friends there... haha...dono wad they want to do tml...haiz... i dun wanna solve (yw n v)'s problem le lo...everytime gt prob de... so sianz.... must be like me ma...... so carefree... hahah...

i wanna go tanning... any ppl interested?
just tell me the time n date n all.... i will sure want to go de... hehe....i too fair le.... i see hui xian's n (e on)'s skin colour i so envy lo.....leave me a comment or send me a sms... thanks... if u wan to join me go tanning... haha

continue

2005-02-25T01:18:00.000+08:00

I went off to meet my mother for shopping just now....my brother n his GF are there too... i wasted like an hour on deciding wad kind of leather suits me, either with jeans or pants. althought i know tt OGOP offers a wide range of leather shoes but i choose not to buy one there.... i was forced to get one tt i not really like as they are closing at 9...

In tt hour, my brother n her GF gt themselves a pair of addidas shoes/slippers each...n they have to make the choice for me as i really dono which one is nice.... hehe

We went off to fetch my dad at taka...n we sped off for dinner then... it was like already 930... but the resturant is still packed... we had to wait for at least 15 minutes... so sian... but it's a pleasure for me.... since i work i dun really have time for them.... tt's the first meal together after like 2 months or so.... even CNY my mother have to work lo.......lol....... so sad right... guess i will stop here... gonna be late for work le.... bye... will update again tonight...

bored first n fun later

2005-02-23T00:17:00.000+08:00

hi...i just gt back from K box ang mo kio...it was sort of a gathering of OGOP basement de close friends...haha...it's so fun... i sung a few songs with xiao hei(eugene from WSS)...drink coke at first but later chose to drink beer with him...when left the box for home... my face is all red but i m still awake...dun worry... once i drink beer or wadever i will turn red de... not because i m drunk lo....

i m in-charged of the gent shoe department today... the break schedule was messed up by me(hehe:D)...wanted to eat with thuhan but cannot cause my department not enough ppl..sad:(...i sold the most expensive shoe today...Andre Valentino's shoe... cost 299 before 20% discount...it's so rear to see a 299 shoe in the record book....hehe....

i really wonder when the result coming out...whether is friday(25/2) or monday(28/2)?i need to tell my supervisor de leh.... haiz...me so worried now....